"Up back of the camp." Nick looked at his plate. His father said, "You better go to bed, Nick."
"All right."
Nick went into his room, undressed, and got into bed. He heard his father moving around in the living room. Nick lay in the bed with his face in the pillow.
"My heart"s broken," he thought. "If I feel this way my heart must be broken."
After a while he heard his father blow out the lamp and go into his own room. He heard a wind come up in the trees outside and felt it come in cool through the screen. He lay for a long time with his face in the pillow, and after a while he forgot to think about Prudence and finally he went to sleep. When he awoke in the night he heard the wind in the hemlock trees outside the cottage and the waves of the lake coming in on the sh.o.r.e, and he went back to sleep. In the morning there was a big wind blowing and the waves were running high up on the beach and he was awake a long time before he remembered that his heart was broken.
The Indians Moved Away.
The Petoskey road ran straight uphill from Grandpa Bacon"s farm. His farm was at the end of the road. It always seemed, though, that the road started at his farm and ran to Petoskey, going along the edge of the trees up the long hill, steep and sandy, to disappear into the woods where the long slope of fields stopped short against the hardwood timber.
After the road went into the woods it was cool and the sand firm underfoot from the moisture. It went up and down hills through the woods with berry bushes and beech saplings on either side that had to be periodically cut back to keep them from effacing the road altogether. In the summer the Indians picked the berries along the road and brought them down to the cottage to sell them, packed in the buckets, wild red raspberries crushing with their own weight, covered with ba.s.swood leaves to keep them cool; later blackberries, firm and fresh shining, pails of them. The Indians brought them, coming through the woods to the cottage by the lake. You never heard them come but there they were, standing by the kitchen door with the tin buckets full of berries. Sometimes Nick, lying reading in the hammock, smelt the Indians coming through the gate past the woodpile and around the house. Indians all smelled alike. It was a sweetish smell that all Indians had. He had smelled it first when Grandpa Bacon rented the shack by the point to Indians and after they had left he went inside the shack and it all smelled that way. Grandpa Bacon could never rent the shack to white people after that and no more Indians rented it because the Indian who had lived there had gone into Petoskey to get drunk on the Fourth of July and, coming back, had lain down to go to sleep on the Pere Marquette railway trades and been run over by the midnight train. He was a very tall Indian and had made Nick an ash canoe paddle. He had lived alone in the shack and drank pain killer and walked through the woods alone at night. Many Indians were that way.
There were no successful Indians. Formerly there had been-old Indians who owned farms and worked them and grew old and fat with many children and grandchildren. Indians like Simon Green who lived on Hortons Creek and had a big farm. Simon Green was dead, though, and his children had sold the farm to divide the money and gone off somewhere.
Nick remembered Simon Green sitting in a chair in front of the blacksmith shop at Hortons Bay, perspiring in the sun while his horses were being shod inside. Nick spading up the cool moist dirt under the eaves of the shed for worms dug with his fingers in the dirt and heard the quick clang of the iron being hammered. He sifted dirt into his can of worms and filled back the earth he had spaded, patting it smooth with the spade. Outside in the sun Simon Green sat in the chair.
"h.e.l.lo, Nick," he said as Nick came out.
"h.e.l.lo, Mr. Green."
"Going fishing?"
"Yes."
"Pretty hot day," Simon smiled. "Tell your dad we"re going to have lots of birds this fall."
Nick went on across the field back of the shop to the house to get his cane pole and creel. On his way down to the creek Simon Green pa.s.sed along the road in his buggy. Nick was just going into the brush and Simon did not see him. That was the last he had seen of Simon Green. He died that winter and the next summer his farm was sold. He left nothing besides his farm. Everything had been put back into the farm. One of the boys wanted to go on farming but the others overruled him and the farm was sold. It did not bring one half as much as everyone expected.
The Green boy, Eddy, who had wanted to go on farming, bought a piece of land over back of Spring Brook. The other two boys bought a poolroom in Pellston. They lost money and were sold out. That was the way the Indians went.
ON HIS OWN.
The Light of the World.
When he saw us come in the door the bartender looked up and then reached over and put the gla.s.s covers on the two free-lunch bowls.
"Give me a beer," I said. He drew it, cut the top off with the spatula and then held the gla.s.s in his hand. I put the nickel on the wood and he slid the beer toward me.
"What"s yours?" he said to Tom.
"Beer."
He drew that beer and cut it off and when he saw the money he pushed the beer across to Tom.
"What"s the matter?" Tom asked.
The bartender didn"t answer him. He just looked over our heads and said, "What"s yours?" to a man who"d come in.
"Rye," the man said. The bartender put out the bottle and gla.s.s and a gla.s.s of water.
Tom reached over and took the gla.s.s off the free-lunch bowl. It was a bowl of pickled pig"s feet and there was a wooden thing that worked like a scissors, with two wooden forks at the end to pick them up with.
"No," said the bartender and put the gla.s.s cover back on the bowl. Tom held the wooden scissors fork in his hand. "Put it back," said the bartender.
"You know where," said Tom.
The bartender reached a hand forward under the bar, watching us both. I put fifty cents on the wood and he straightened up.
"What was yours?" he said.
"Beer," I said, and before he drew the beer he uncovered both the bowls.
"Your G.o.ddam pig"s feet stink," Tom said, and spit what he had in his mouth on the floor. The bartender didn"t say anything. The man who had drunk the rye paid and went out without looking back.
"You stink yourself," the bartender said. "All you punks stink."
"He says we"re punks," Tommy said to me.
"Listen," I said. "Let"s get out."
"You punks clear the h.e.l.l out of here," the bartender said.
"I said we were going out," I said. "It wasn"t your idea."
"We"ll be back," Tommy said.
"No you won"t," the bartender told him.
"Tell him how wrong he is," Tom turned to me.
"Come on," I said.
Outside it was good and dark.
"What the h.e.l.l kind of place is this?" Tommy said.
"I don"t know," I said. "Let"s go down to the station."
We"d come in that, town at one end and we were going out the other. It smelled of hides and tan bark and the big piles of sawdust. It was getting dark as we came in and now that it was dark it was cold and the puddles of water in the road were freezing at the edges.
Down at the station there were five wh.o.r.es waiting for the train to come in, and six white men and four Indians. It was crowded and hot from the stove and full of stale smoke. As we came in n.o.body was talking and the ticket window was down.
"Shut the door, can"t you?" somebody said.
I looked to see who said it. It was one of the white men. He wore stagged trousers and lumbermen"s rubbers and a Mackinaw shirt like the others, but he had no cap and his face was white and his hands were white and thin.
"Aren"t you going to shut it?"
"Sure," I said, and shut it.
"Thank you," he said. One of the other men snickered.
"Ever interfere with a cook?" he said to me.
"No."
"You interfere with this one," he looked at the cook, "He likes it."
The cook looked away from him, holding his lips tight together.
"He puts lemon juice on his hands," the man said. "He wouldn"t get them in dishwater for anything. Look how white they are."
One of the wh.o.r.es laughed out loud. She was the biggest wh.o.r.e I ever saw in my life and the biggest woman. And she had on one of those silk dresses that change colors. There were two other wh.o.r.es that were nearly as big but the big one must have weighed three hundred and fifty pounds. You couldn"t believe she was real when you looked at her. All three had those changeable silk dresses. They sat side by side on the bench. They were huge. The other two were just ordinary-looking wh.o.r.es, peroxide blondes.
"Look at his hands," the man said and nodded his head at the cook. The wh.o.r.e laughed again and shook all over.
The cook turned and said to her quickly, "You big disgusting mountain of flesh."
She just kept on laughing and shaking.
"Oh, my Christ," she said. She had a nice voice. "Oh, my sweet Christ."
The two other wh.o.r.es, the big ones, acted very quiet and placid as though they didn"t have much sense, but they were big, nearly as big as the biggest one. They"d have both gone well over two hundred and fifty pounds. The other two were dignified.
Of the men, besides the cook and the one who talked, there were two other lumberjacks, one that listened, interested but bashful, and the other that seemed getting ready to say something, and two Swedes. Two Indians were sitting down at the end of the bench and one standing up against the wall.
The man who was getting ready to say something spoke to me very low, "Must be like getting on top of a hay mow."
I laughed and said it to Tommy.
"I swear to Christ I"ve never been anywhere like this," he said. "Look at the three of them." Then the cook spoke up.
"How old are you boys?"
"I"m ninety-six and he"s sixty-nine," Tommy said.
"Ho! Ho! Ho!" the big wh.o.r.e shook with laughing. She had a really pretty voice. The other wh.o.r.es didn"t smile.
"Oh, can"t you be decent?" the cook said. "I asked just to be friendly."
"We"re seventeen and nineteen," I said.
"What"s the matter with you?" Tommy turned to me.
"That"s all right."
"You can call me Alice," the big wh.o.r.e said and then she began to shake again.
"Is that your name?" Tommy asked.
"Sure," she said. "Alice. Isn"t it?" she turned to the man who sat by the cook.
"Alice. That"s right."
"That"s the sort of name you"d have," the cook said.
"It"s my real name," Alice said.
"What"s the other girls" names?" Tom asked.
"Hazel and Ethel," Alice said. Hazel and Ethel smiled. They weren"t very bright.
"What"s your name?" I said to one of the blondes.
"Frances," she said.
"Frances what?"
"Frances Wilson. What"s it to you?"
"What"s yours?" I asked the other one.
"Oh, don"t be fresh," she said.
"He just wants us all to be friends," the man who talked said. "Don"t you want to be friends?"
"No," the peroxide one said. "Not with you."
"She"s just a spitfire," the man said. "A regular little spitfire."
The one blonde looked at the other and shook her head.
"G.o.dd.a.m.ned mossbacks," she said.
Alice commenced to laugh again and to shake all over.
"There"s nothing funny," the cook said. "You all laugh but there"s nothing funny. You two young lads, where are you bound for?"
"Where are you going yourself?" Tom asked him.