And how different the parting with them was, from any she had expected, and most of all from that which she had oftenest pictured to herself.
How could she ever have thought of bidding them farewell in triumph, when the recollection of the many hours she had pa.s.sed among them rose to her swelling heart, and made her feel the wish a cruelty: lonely and sad though many of those hours had been! She sat down at the window where she had spent so many evenings--darker far than this--and every thought of hope or cheerfulness that had occurred to her in that place came vividly upon her mind, and blotted out all its dull and mournful a.s.sociations in an instant.
Her own little room too, where she had so often knelt down and prayed at night--prayed for the time which she hoped was dawning now--the little room where she had slept so peacefully, and dreamed such pleasant dreams! It was hard not to be able to glance round it once more, and to be forced to leave it without one kind look or grateful tear. There were some trifles there--poor useless things--that she would have liked to take away; but that was impossible.
This brought to mind her bird, her poor bird, who hung there yet. She wept bitterly for the loss of this little creature--until the idea occurred to her--she did not know how, or why, it came into her head--that it might, by some means, fall into the hands of Kit who would keep it for her sake, and think, perhaps, that she had left it behind in the hope that he might have it, and as an a.s.surance that she was grateful to him. She was calmed and comforted by the thought, and went to rest with a lighter heart.
From many dreams of rambling through light and sunny places, but with some vague object unattained which ran indistinctly through them all, she awoke to find that it was yet night, and that the stars were shining brightly in the sky. At length, the day began to glimmer, and the stars to grow pale and dim. As soon as she was sure of this, she arose, and dressed herself for the journey.
The old man was yet asleep, and as she was unwilling to disturb him, she left him to slumber on, until the sun rose. He was anxious that they should leave the house without a minute"s loss of time, and was soon ready.
The child then took him by the hand, and they trod lightly and cautiously down the stairs, trembling whenever a board creaked, and often stopping to listen. The old man had forgotten a kind of wallet which contained the light burden he had to carry; and the going back a few steps to fetch it seemed an interminable delay.
At last they reached the pa.s.sage on the ground floor, where the snoring of Mr Quilp and his legal friend sounded more terrible in their ears than the roars of lions. The bolts of the door were rusty, and difficult to unfasten without noise. When they were all drawn back, it was found to be locked, and worst of all, the key was gone. Then the child remembered, for the first time, one of the nurses having told her that Quilp always locked both the house-doors at night, and kept the keys on the table in his bedroom.
It was not without great fear and trepidation that little Nell slipped off her shoes and gliding through the store-room of old curiosities, where Mr Bra.s.s--the ugliest piece of goods in all the stock--lay sleeping on a mattress, pa.s.sed into her own little chamber.
Here she stood, for a few moments, quite transfixed with terror at the sight of Mr Quilp, who was hanging so far out of bed that he almost seemed to be standing on his head, and who, either from the uneasiness of this posture, or in one of his agreeable habits, was gasping and growling with his mouth wide open, and the whites (or rather the dirty yellows) of his eyes distinctly visible. It was no time, however, to ask whether anything ailed him; so, possessing herself of the key after one hasty glance about the room, and repa.s.sing the prostrate Mr Bra.s.s, she rejoined the old man in safety. They got the door open without noise, and pa.s.sing into the street, stood still.
"Which way?" said the child.
The old man looked, irresolutely and helplessly, first at her, then to the right and left, then at her again, and shook his head. It was plain that she was thenceforth his guide and leader. The child felt it, but had no doubts or misgiving, and putting her hand in his, led him gently away.
It was the beginning of a day in June; the deep blue sky unsullied by a cloud, and teeming with brilliant light. The streets were, as yet, nearly free from pa.s.sengers, the houses and shops were closed, and the healthy air of morning fell like breath from angels, on the sleeping town.
The old man and the child pa.s.sed on through the glad silence, elate with hope and pleasure. They were alone together, once again; every object was bright and fresh; nothing reminded them, otherwise than by contrast, of the monotony and constraint they had left behind; church towers and steeples, frowning and dark at other times, now shone in the sun; each humble nook and corner rejoiced in light; and the sky, dimmed only by excessive distance, shed its placid smile on everything beneath.
Forth from the city, while it yet slumbered, went the two poor adventurers, wandering they knew not whither.
CHAPTER 13
Daniel Quilp of Tower Hill, and Sampson Bra.s.s of Bevis Marks in the city of London, Gentleman, one of her Majesty"s attornies of the Courts of the King"s Bench and Common Pleas at Westminster and a solicitor of the High Court of Chancery, slumbered on, unconscious and unsuspicious of any mischance, until a knocking on the street door, often repeated and gradually mounting up from a modest single rap to a perfect battery of knocks, fired in long discharges with a very short interval between, caused the said Daniel Quilp to struggle into a horizontal position, and to stare at the ceiling with a drowsy indifference, betokening that he heard the noise and rather wondered at the same, and couldn"t be at the trouble of bestowing any further thought upon the subject.
As the knocking, however, instead of accommodating itself to his lazy state, increased in vigour and became more importunate, as if in earnest remonstrance against his falling asleep again, now that he had once opened his eyes, Daniel Quilp began by degrees to comprehend the possibility of there being somebody at the door; and thus he gradually came to recollect that it was Friday morning, and he had ordered Mrs Quilp to be in waiting upon him at an early hour.
Mr Bra.s.s, after writhing about, in a great many strange att.i.tudes, and often twisting his face and eyes into an expression like that which is usually produced by eating gooseberries very early in the season, was by this time awake also. Seeing that Mr Quilp invested himself in his every-day garments, he hastened to do the like, putting on his shoes before his stockings, and thrusting his legs into his coat sleeves, and making such other small mistakes in his toilet as are not uncommon to those who dress in a hurry, and labour under the agitation of having been suddenly roused. While the attorney was thus engaged, the dwarf was groping under the table, muttering desperate imprecations on himself, and mankind in general, and all inanimate objects to boot, which suggested to Mr Bra.s.s the question, "what"s the matter?"
"The key," said the dwarf, looking viciously about him, "the door-key--that"s the matter. D"ye know anything of it?"
"How should I know anything of it, sir?" returned Mr Bra.s.s.
"How should you?" repeated Quilp with a sneer. "You"re a nice lawyer, an"t you? Ugh, you idiot!"
Not caring to represent to the dwarf in his present humour, that the loss of a key by another person could scarcely be said to affect his (Bra.s.s"s) legal knowledge in any material degree, Mr Bra.s.s humbly suggested that it must have been forgotten over night, and was, doubtless, at that moment in its native key-hole. Notwithstanding that Mr Quilp had a strong conviction to the contrary, founded on his recollection of having carefully taken it out, he was fain to admit that this was possible, and therefore went grumbling to the door where, sure enough, he found it.
Now, just as Mr Quilp laid his hand upon the lock, and saw with great astonishment that the fastenings were undone, the knocking came again with the most irritating violence, and the daylight which had been shining through the key-hole was intercepted on the outside by a human eye. The dwarf was very much exasperated, and wanting somebody to wreak his ill-humour upon, determined to dart out suddenly, and favour Mrs Quilp with a gentle acknowledgment of her attention in making that hideous uproar.
With this view, he drew back the lock very silently and softly, and opening the door all at once, pounced out upon the person on the other side, who had at that moment raised the knocker for another application, and at whom the dwarf ran head first: throwing out his hands and feet together, and biting the air in the fulness of his malice.
So far, however, from rushing upon somebody who offered no resistance and implored his mercy, Mr Quilp was no sooner in the arms of the individual whom he had taken for his wife than he found himself complimented with two staggering blows on the head, and two more, of the same quality, in the chest; and closing with his a.s.sailant, such a shower of buffets rained down upon his person as sufficed to convince him that he was in skilful and experienced hands. Nothing daunted by this reception, he clung tight to his opponent, and bit and hammered away with such good-will and heartiness, that it was at least a couple of minutes before he was dislodged. Then, and not until then, Daniel Quilp found himself, all flushed and dishevelled, in the middle of the street, with Mr Richard Swiveller performing a kind of dance round him and requiring to know "whether he wanted any more?"
"There"s plenty more of it at the same shop," said Mr Swiveller, by turns advancing and retreating in a threatening att.i.tude, "a large and extensive a.s.sortment always on hand--country orders executed with prompt.i.tude and despatch--will you have a little more, Sir--don"t say no, if you"d rather not."
"I thought it was somebody else," said Quilp, rubbing his shoulders, "why didn"t you say who you were?"
"Why didn"t you say who YOU were?" returned d.i.c.k, "instead of flying out of the house like a Bedlamite?"
"It was you that--that knocked," said the dwarf, getting up with a short groan, "was it?"
"Yes, I am the man," replied d.i.c.k. "That lady had begun when I came, but she knocked too soft, so I relieved her." As he said this, he pointed towards Mrs Quilp, who stood trembling at a little distance.
"Humph!" muttered the dwarf, darting an angry look at his wife, "I thought it was your fault! And you, sir--don"t you know there has been somebody ill here, that you knock as if you"d beat the door down?"
"Damme!" answered d.i.c.k, "that"s why I did it. I thought there was somebody dead here."
"You came for some purpose, I suppose," said Quilp. "What is it you want?"
"I want to know how the old gentleman is," rejoined Mr Swiveller, "and to hear from Nell herself, with whom I should like to have a little talk. I"m a friend of the family, sir--at least I"m the friend of one of the family, and that"s the same thing."
"You"d better walk in then," said the dwarf. "Go on, sir, go on. Now, Mrs Quilp--after you, ma"am."
Mrs Quilp hesitated, but Mr Quilp insisted. And it was not a contest of politeness, or by any means a matter of form, for she knew very well that her husband wished to enter the house in this order, that he might have a favourable opportunity of inflicting a few pinches on her arms, which were seldom free from impressions of his fingers in black and blue colours. Mr Swiveller, who was not in the secret, was a little surprised to hear a suppressed scream, and, looking round, to see Mrs Quilp following him with a sudden jerk; but he did not remark on these appearances, and soon forgot them.
"Now, Mrs Quilp," said the dwarf when they had entered the shop, "go you up stairs, if you please, to Nelly"s room, and tell her that she"s wanted."
"You seem to make yourself at home here," said d.i.c.k, who was unacquainted with Mr Quilp"s authority.
"I AM at home, young gentleman," returned the dwarf.
d.i.c.k was pondering what these words might mean, and still more what the presence of Mr Bra.s.s might mean, when Mrs Quilp came hurrying down stairs, declaring that the rooms above were empty.
"Empty, you fool!" said the dwarf.
"I give you my word, Quilp," answered his trembling wife, "that I have been into every room and there"s not a soul in any of them."
"And that," said Mr Bra.s.s, clapping his hands once, with an emphasis, "explains the mystery of the key!"
Quilp looked frowningly at him, and frowningly at his wife, and frowningly at Richard Swiveller; but, receiving no enlightenment from any of them, hurried up stairs, whence he soon hurried down again, confirming the report which had already been made.
"It"s a strange way of going," he said, glancing at Swiveller, "very strange not to communicate with me who am such a close and intimate friend of his! Ah! he"ll write to me no doubt, or he"ll bid Nelly write--yes, yes, that"s what he"ll do. Nelly"s very fond of me.
Pretty Nell!"
Mr Swiveller looked, as he was, all open-mouthed astonishment. Still glancing furtively at him, Quilp turned to Mr Bra.s.s and observed, with a.s.sumed carelessness, that this need not interfere with the removal of the goods.
"For indeed," he added, "we knew that they"d go away to-day, but not that they"d go so early, or so quietly. But they have their reasons, they have their reasons."
"Where in the devil"s name are they gone?" said the wondering d.i.c.k.