"I"ve walked the Rue de Rivoli and lunched at the Ritz looking for him; but I"ve never had even a glimpse--unless that was his back I saw at the Crillon to-day. If I saw his eyes I"d know in a minute."
"Why should you think it was his back?"
"Some men have expression in the back of their head. And I just had an idea--fantastic, no doubt--that my particular Englishman stands up straight."
"Yours?"
"Yes, I"m feeling quite too fearfully romantic. I"m sure he"s looking for me as hard as I am for him. And if I find him I"ll keep him."
She saw Gora"s long brown hands slowly clench until they looked like steel. She glanced at her own slim white hands. They were quite as strong if more ornamental. She yawned politely.
"I"m not so romantic as sleepy. I know that you must be dead after your journey. They say it"s more trouble to travel to Paris from London than from New York. The girls won"t be back for a week. You must get your things to-morrow and come out here. I won"t hear of your living in Paris discomfort with three two empty rooms."
"That is good of you. Yes, I"ll come. And perhaps your landlady, or whatever they call them here, could put me up later. Now that I have come to Paris I intend to see it. I believe some of the great galleries and museums are to be reopened."
"Andre will arrange it if they"re not. How you will enjoy it with your sensitiveness to all the arts. Take this candle in ease the bulb is burnt out. It usually is."
VI
Gora had risen. Her face wore an expression both puzzled and grim; but she and Alexina as they said good-night looked full into each other"s eyes without faltering. And Alexina had never looked more ingenuous.
Perhaps that dim idea ... that she had thrown down a challenge ... had come out in the open for a moment ... insolently? ... honestly? ... She _must_ be completely f.a.gged out after that abominable trip to have such absurd fancies. She took her candle; and disposed herself in Janet"s bed, between four walls that gave her an unexpected and heavenly privacy, with a deep sigh of grat.i.tude, dismissing fantasies.
VII
During the next ten days Alexina kept as close to Gora as was possible in the circ.u.mstances. She had made many engagements and not all of them were social; there were still gowns to be fitted, committee meetings to attend. Twice Gora appeared to have risen with the dawn, and she vanished for the day. Nevertheless, it grew increasingly evident to Alexina"s alert and penetrating vision that Gora was neither peaceful nor happy; therefore it was safe to a.s.sume that she had not found Gathbroke. For some reason she had not inquired at the British Emba.s.sy.
Or a letter to its care had failed to reach him. Possibly he was enjoying himself without formalities.
She took Gora twice to the Ritz to luncheon and on several afternoons to tea. But it was a mob of Americans and members of the various Commissions. A brilliant sight, but not in the least satisfactory. It was quite patent from Gora"s ever traveling eyes that she sought and never found.
Therefore when Olive asked Alexina to go to one of the towns where the oeuvre had a branch and attend to an important matter that Mrs. Wallack was far too much of a novice to be entrusted with, she agreed at once.
She experienced a growing desire to get away by herself--away from Paris--away from Gora. She wanted to think. What if Gora did meet him first? She would be but the more certain to meet him herself. Moreover ... give Gora a sporting chance.
Janet and Alice had written from Nice that they might be detained for some time. Gora unpacked her trunk and settled down in the pension with that air of indestrucible patience that had always made her formidable.
She was not one of Life"s favorites, but she had wrung prizes from that unamiable deity more than once.
Alexina speculated. Gora had all the brains that Mortimer lacked and commanding traits of character. She was so striking in appearance even now that people often turned and stared at her. But unless she possessed the potent spell of woman for man all her gifts would avail her nothing in this tragic crisis of her life. Did she possess it I No woman could answer. Certainly Alexina had never seen evidence of it even in Gora"s youth; although to be sure her opportunities had been few. Still ... when a woman possesses the most subtle and powerful of all the fascinations men are drawn to it, no matter how dark the sky or high the barriers. Nothing is keener than the animal essence. Still ...
she had heard that some women developed it later than others. Alexina feared nothing else.
She fancied that Gora took leave of her with a little indrawn sigh of relief. It was with difficulty that she repressed her own.
CHAPTER VIII
I
"Can this be Lieutenant James Kirkpatrick?"
Kirkpatrick wheeled about and s.n.a.t.c.hed off his cap.
"Mrs. Dwight, by all that"s holy! I never expected any such luck as this!"
They shook hands warmly in the deserted square which had been a shambles during the first battle of the Marne, and in the days of Caesar and Attila, of Napoleon the Great and Napoleon the Little. To-day it was as gray and peaceful, its houses as aloof and haughty as if war had never been. It was a false impression, however, for it was the paralysis of war it expressed, not even the normal peace of a dull provincial town.
"I"ve often wondered about you," said Alexina. "But I"ve been working with the French Army and had no way of finding out. You don"t look as if you had been wounded."
"Nary scratch, and in the thick of it. My, but it"s good to sec you again." He stared at her, his face flushed and his breath short. Then he asked abruptly: "When do you think we"re goin" home?"
Alexina laughed merrily. "That is the first question every officer or private I have met since the Armistice has asked me. I should feel greatly flattered, but I fancy the question, being always on the top of your minds, simply babbles off."
"You bet. But--Jimminy! I"m glad to see you. You"re lookin" thin, though. Been workin", too, I"ll bet."
"Oh, yes--and all your old cla.s.s has worked; most of them over here.
Mrs. Cheever couldn"t come, as her husband is in the army. But she"s worked hard in California."
"I believe you. The women have come up to the scratch, no doubt of that. Although some of them! Good Lord! This isn"t my usual language when speaking of them. But if some came over to do just about as they d.a.m.n please, the others strike the balance, and on the whole I think more of women than I did."
"That"s good news. But you mustn"t blame them too severely. I mean those that really came over with a single purpose and were not proof against the forcing house of war. As for the others ... well, a good many followed their men over, others came after excitement, others, as you say, to do as they pleased, with no questions asked--possibly! I shouldn"t take enough interest in them to criticize them if they hadn"t used the war-relief organizations, from the Red Cross down to the smallest oeuvre, as a pretext to get over, and then calmly throw us down--the oeuvres, I mean. Mine was "done" several times. But let us be good healthy optimists such as our country loves and remind ourselves that the worthy outnumber the unworthy--and that the really bad would have gone the same way sooner or later."
"It goes. Optimism for me for ever more once I get out of France."
II
They had crossed the square and were walking down a narrow crooked street as gray as if the dust of ages were in its old walls. Alexina looked at him curiously. He had never had what might be called a soft and tender countenance, but now it looked like cast-iron covered with red rust, and his eyes were more like bits of the same metal, blackened and polished, than ever. His youth had gone. There were deep vertical lines in his face. His mouth was cynical. His bullet head, shaved until only a cap of black stiff hair remained on top, and presumably safe from a.s.sault, by no means added to the general attractiveness of his style. He was straighter, more compact, than before, however, and his uniform at least did not have the truly abominable cut of the private.
"What do you think of war as war?" she asked.
"Sherman for me. Not that I didn"t enjoy sticking Germans with the best of "em when my blood was up. But the rest of it--G.o.d Almighty!"
They stopped before a solid double door in a high wall. "Will you come and take tea with me this afternoon? I am staying here for a few days.
I"m afraid I can"t offer you sugar, or cakes--"
"I"ll bring the sugar along. I"m in barracks just outside and solid with, the commissary."