"Heavens, what a windfall! You"ll be sure to come?"
"Won"t I, just? Expect me at four-thirty." He lifted his cap from his comical head, then sainted, swung on his heel and marched off, swinging both arms from the shoulders and looking a fine martial figure of a man.
"But still the same old Kirkpatrick," thought Alexina. "I wonder if he will go Bolshevik?"
III
Her ring was answered by the old woman who toot care of the house and Alexina entered the wild garden. There was an acre of it, but it had been so long uncared for that it looked like a jungle caught between four high gray walls. It was the property of one of the French members of the oeuvre and was used as a storehouse for hospital supplies and as headquarters for Alexina when business brought her to this part of the Marne valley. She had been here several times during the siege of Verdun in nineteen-sixteen when her bed had quivered all night, and once a big gun had been trained on the city and a sh.e.l.l had fallen near the headquarters of the staff. Last night she had lain awake wondering if she did not miss the sound of the distant guns, as she had in Pa.s.sy where there was no noisy traffic to take their place. There is a certain amount of morbidity in all highly strung imaginative minds, and although she had developed no love for Big Bertha nor for the sound of high firing guns attacking avions in the middle of the night, there had been something in that steady boom of cannon whose glare stained the horizon that had thrilled and excited her.
IV
On the right of the main hall of the house was the room she used as an office; the dining-room was opposite; the salon ran the whole length at the back. This was quite a beautiful room furnished in the style of the last Bourbons, and its long windows opened upon a stone terrace leading down into what was still a picturesque garden in spite of its neglect.
There were three fine oaks, and the chestnut trees along the wall shut off the town from even the upper windows.
The oeuvre always managed to keep a load of wood in the cave and to-day the concierge had raised the temperature of the salon to sixty-five degrees Fahrenheit Alexina cleared a table and told the woman to set it for tea, then went upstairs to change her dress. As she had made her trip in one of the automobiles belonging to the oeuvre she had been able to bring her little stove, and her bedroom was also warm.
She had also brought one of her new gowns, knowing that she should receive visits from several French officers, and she concluded to put it on for Kirkpatrick. He was worth the delicate compliment; moreover it almost obliterated the ravages of war, for it was of periwinkle blue velvet edged with fur about the high square of the neck and at the wrists of the long sleeves: in these days it was wise to revert to the fashions of the centuries when palaces and houses alike were cold and gowns were made for comfort as well as fashion. To complete the proportions it had a train and the sleeves were slightly puffed.
Alexina was quite aware that she "looked like a picture" in it.
She still wore her hair brushed softly back and coiled low at the base of her beautiful curved head. Her pearls were the only jewels she had brought to France and she always wore them. She sighed as she looked at the vision in the mirror. For Kirkpatrick! But she was used to the irony of life.
CHAPTER IX
I
He arrived promptly at half-past four and in his capacious hands were three packages which arrested her eyes at once. He presented them one by one.
"Sugar. Loaf of white bread. Candy--I"m also solid with one of the doctors."
"I feel like pinching myself. White bread!--I"ve only tasted it twice in two years-both times at the Crillon. And candy--not a sight of it for more than that. I don"t like the heavy French chocolates, which were all one could get when one could get anything. I shall eat at least half and take the other half back to Gora."
"Miss Dwight? She"s done good work, I"ll bet. Just in her line.
Somehow, I don"t see you--What did you do?"
He watched her hungrily as she made the tea, sitting in a gilt and brocaded chair, whose high tarnished back seemed to frame her dark head.
"Oh, Lord!" he sighed.
"What is it?"
"Don"t ask me. What"ve you been doing? Yes, I"ll drink tea to please you."
"I nursed at first--as an auxiliary, of course--what is the matter?"
"Can"t bear to think of it. I hope you"ve not been doin" that for four years!"
"Oh, no. I"ve been at work with a war-relief organization in Paris most of the time. That was too monotonous to talk about, and, thank heaven, this will probably end my connection with it. I am much more interested to know how the war has affected you. Are you still a socialist?"
"Ain"t I!"
"Not going Bolshevik, I hope."
"Not so"s you"d notice it. I want changes all right and more"n ever, but I"ve had enough of blood and fury and mix-ups without copying them murdering skally-wags. That"s all they are. Just out for loot and revenge and not sense enough to know that to-morrow there"ll be no loot, and revenge"ll come from the opposite direction. I may have been in h.e.l.l but my head"s screwed on in the same place."
"I wondered ... I"ve heard so many stories about the grievances of the soldiers."
"Every last one of "em got a grievance. Hate their officers, and often reason enough. Hate the discipline. Hate the food. Hate the neglect in hospital when the flu is raging. Hate gettin" no letters, and as like as not no pay and no tobacco. Hate bein" gouged by the French like they were by the good Americans when they were in camp on the other side.
Hate every last thing a man just naturally would hate when he is livin"
in a filthy trench, or even camp, and homesick in the bargain.... But as for ma.s.s-dissatisfaction--not a bit of it. Loyal as they make "em.
Laugh at Bolshevik propaganda just like they laughed at Hun propaganda.
They just naturally seem to hate every other race, allied or enemy, and that makes them so all-fired American they"re fit to bust. Of course there"s plenty of skallywags--caught in the draft--and just waitin" to get home and turn loose on the community. But in the good old style: burglars, highwaymen, yeggs. Not a new frill. Europe hasn"t a thing on the good old American criminal brand. They fought well, too. Any man does who"s a man at all. But Lord! they"ll cut loose when they get back. Every wild bad trait they was born with multiplied by one hundred and fifty ... before I go any further I want to warn you that I"m liable to break out into bad language any minute. It gets to be a kind of habit in the army to swear every other word like."
"Don"t mind me," said Alexina dryly. "After I was put out of my hotel I managed to get a room in one of the hotels on the Rue de Rivoli for two nights before I found my pension in Pa.s.sy. The walls were thin. The room next to mine was occupied by two American officers and the one beyond by two more. They talked back and forth with apparently no thought of the possibility of being overheard. Such language! And not only swear words--although one of these to two of any. Such adventures as they related! Such frankness! Such plain undiluted Anglo-Saxon!
Fancy a girl with all her illusions fresh, and worshiping some heroic figure in khaki, listening to such a revelation of the nether side of man"s life!"
"Men are hogs, all right. I don"t like the idea of your having heard such things." Kirkpatrick scowled heavily.
"Nor did I. But I had no cotton to put in my ears. I couldn"t sleep in the street. Nor could I ask them to keep quiet and admit I had heard them."
"Well, I guess you can forget anything you have a mind to. You couldn"t look like you do--a kind of princess out of a fairy tale and an angel mixed, if you couldn"t."
"A black-haired angel! And all the princesses of legend had golden hair."
"Well, that"s just another way you"re different." He changed the subject abruptly. "What you goin" to do now!"
"I wish I knew."
"Goin" back to California?"
"If I knew I would tell you. But I don"t. You see.... Well, I shall not live with Mr. Dwight again. We had been really separated a long while before I left--and then he has done nothing for the war. That is only one reason. What should I do there? I had thought of going into business before I left. But I shall have a good income, and what right have I to go into business and use my large connection to get customers away from those that need the money for their actual bread?"
"Not the ghost of an excuse. Farce, I call it. As long as the present system lasts women of your cla.s.s better be ornamental and satisfied with that than take the bread out of mouths that need it."
"I could not settle down to the old life. It isn"t that I"m in love with work. For that matter I"m only too grateful to be able to rest.
But I must fill in, some way. Possibly I could do that better in France or England, where vita! subjects are always being discussed--and happening!--where I would not only be interested but possibly useful in many ways. I should feel rather a brute, knowing the conditions of Europe as I do, to go back and settle down on the smiling abundance of California. And bored to death."
"Then you think you"ll stay? ... You"d be wasted there--at present--sure enough."