"You have not said a word, Miss Fanshawe. You are not offended with me, I hope?" he murmured.
"Oh, no."
"You have not shaken hands," he continued, and he put his hand between the bars; "won"t you?"
So she placed hers in his.
"And now, can you tell me nothing?"
"I"ve been thinking that I may as well speak now," she said, in very low tones. "There must be uncertainty, I believe, in all things, and faith in those who love us, and trust that all may end in good; and so, _blindly_--almost _blindly_--I say, yes, if you will promise me--oh!
_promise_, that you will always love me, as you do now, and never change. If you love me, I shall love you, _always_; and if you change, I shall _die_. Oh! won"t you promise?"
Poor fluttering heart! The bird that prunes its wing for the untried flight over the sea, in which to tire is to die, lonely, in the cold waste, may feel within its little breast the instinct of that irrevocable venture, the irresistible impulse, the far-off hope, the present fear and danger, as she did.
Promises! What are they? Who can answer for the follies of the heart, and the mutations of time? We know what we are; we know not what we may be. Idlest of all idle words are these promises for the affections, for the raptures and illusions, utterly mortal, whose duration G.o.d has placed quite beyond our control. Kill them, indeed, we may, but add one hour to their uncertain lives, never.
Poor trembling heart! "Promise never to change. Oh! won"t you promise?"
Promises spoken to the air, written in dust--yet a word, a look, like a blessing or a hope--ever so illusive, before the wing is spread, and the long and untried journey begins!
What Cleve Verney swore, and all the music he poured into those little listening ears in that enchanting hour, I know not.
Miss Anne Sheckleton came back. Through the convent bars Cleve took her hand, in a kind of agitation, a kind of tumult, with rapture in his handsome face, and just said, "She has told me, she _will_" and Miss Sheckleton said nothing, but put her arms round Margaret"s neck, and kissed her many times, and holding her hand, looked up smiling, and took Cleve"s also, and in the old spinster"s eyes were glittering those diamond tears, so pure and unselfish that, when we see them, we think of those that angels are said to weep over the sorrows and the vanities of human life.
Swiftly flew the hour, and not till the sail was nearing the sh.o.r.e, and the voices of the boatmen were audible across the water, did the good old lady insist on a final farewell, and Cleve glided away, under the shadow of the trees that overhang the road, and disappeared round the distant angle of the wall of Malory.
CHAPTER XXI.
CAPTAIN SHRAPNELL.
THE next afternoon Miss Charity Etherage and her sister Agnes, were joined in their accustomed walk upon the green of Cardyllian by Captain Shrapnell, a jaunty half-pay officer of five-and-fifty, who represented to his own satisfaction, the resident youth and fashion of that quiet watering-place.
"I give you my honour, Miss Etherage," said he, placing himself beside Miss Agnes, "I mistook you yesterday, for Lady f.a.n.n.y Mersey. Charming person she is, and I need not say, perfectly lovely." A little arch bow gave its proper point to the compliment. "She has gone, however, I understand; left Llwynan yesterday. Is that young Verney"s boat? No, oh no--nothing like so sharp. He"s a very nice fellow, young Verney."
This was put rather interrogatively, and Miss Agnes, thinking that she had blushed a little, blushed more, to her inexpressible chagrin, for she knew that Captain Shrapnell was watching her with the interest of a gossip.
"Nice? I dare say. But I really know him so very slightly," said Miss Agnes.
"Come, come; that won"t do," said the Captain, very archly. "You forget that I was sitting in our club window, yesterday evening, when a certain party were walking up and down. Ha, ha, you do. We"re tolerably clear-sighted up there, and old Rogers keeps our windows rubbed; and the gla.s.s is quite brilliantly transparent, ha, ha, ha! hey?"
"I think your windows are made of multiplying gla.s.ses, and magnifying gla.s.ses, and every kind of gla.s.s that distorts and discolours," said Miss Agnes, a little pettishly. "I don"t know how else it is that you all see such wonderful sights as you do, through them."
"Well, they _do_, certainly. Some of our friends do colour a little,"
said the Captain, with a waggish yet friendly grin, up at the great bow window. "But in this case, you"ll allow there was no great opportunity for colour, the tints of nature are so beautiful," and Shrapnell fired off this little saying, with his bow and smile of fascination. "Nor, by Jove! for the multiplying gla.s.ses either, for more than three in that party would have quite spoiled it; now, _would_n"t it, hey? ha, ha, ha!
The two princ.i.p.als, and a gooseberry, eh? Ha, ha, ha!"
"What is a _gooseberry_?" inquired Miss Charity, peremptorily.
"A delightful object in the garden, Miss Etherage, a delightful object everywhere. The delight of the young especially, hey, Miss Agnes? ha, ha! hey? and one of the sweetest products of nature Eh, Miss Agnes? ha, ha, ha! Miss Etherage, I give you my honour every word I say is true."
"I do declare, Captain Shrapnell, it seems to me you have gone _perfectly mad_!" said Miss Charity, who was out-spoken and emphatic.
"Always a mad fellow, Miss Etherage, ha, ha, ha! Very true; that"s my character, hey? ha, ha, ha, egad! So the ladies tell me," said the gay, young Captain. "Wish I"d a guinea for every time they"ve called me mad, among them. I give you my honour I"d be a rich fellow this moment."
"Now, Captain Shrapnell," said Miss Charity, with a frank stare with her honest goggle eyes, "you are talking _the_ greatest _nonsense I_ ever heard in my life."
"Miss Agnes, here, does not think so, hey?" giggled the Captain. "Now, come, Miss Agnes, what do you think of young Verney, hey? There"s a question."
How Miss Agnes hated the gibing, giggling wretch, and detested the club of whose prattle and gossip he was the inexhaustible spokesman; and would at that moment have hailed the appearance of a ship-of-war with her broadside directed upon the bow window of that haunt, with just, of course, such notice to her worthy father, whose gray head was visible in it, as was accorded to the righteous Lot--under orders, with shot, sh.e.l.l, rockets, and marlin-spikes, to blow the entire concern into impalpable dust.
It must be allowed that Miss Agnes was unjust; that it would not have been fair to visit upon the harmless and, on the whole, good-natured persons who congregated in that lively receptacle, and read the _Times_ through their spectacles there, the waggeries and exaggerations of the agreeable captain, and to have reached that incorrigible offender, and demolished his stronghold at so great a waste of human life.
"Come, now; I won"t let you off, Miss Aggie. I say, _there"s_ a question. What do you say? Come, now, you really must tell us. What _do_ you think of young Verney?"
"If you wish to know what _I_ think," interposed Miss Charity, "I think he"s _the very nicest_ man I _ever_ spoke to. He"s _so_ nice about religion. Wasn"t he, Aggie?"
Here the Captain exploded.
"Religion! egad--do you really mean to tell me--ha, ha, ha! Upon my soul, that"s the richest thing!--now, _really_!"
"My goodness! How frightfully wicked you are," exclaimed Miss Charity.
"True bill, egad! upon my soul, I"m afraid--ha, ha, ha!"
"Now, Captain Shrapnell, you _shall not_ walk with us, if you swear,"
said Miss Charity.
"_Swear!_ I didn"t swear, did I? Very sorry if I did, upon my--I give you my word," said the Captain, politely.
"Yes, you _did_; and it"s _extremely wicked_," said Miss Charity.
"Well, I won"t; I swear to you I won"t," vowed the Captain, a little inconsistently; "but now about Master Cleve Verney, Miss Agnes. I said I would not let you off, and I won"t. I give you my honour, you shall say what you think of him, or, by Jove!--I conclude you can"t trust yourself on the subject, ha, ha, ha! Hey?"
"You _are_ mad, Captain Shrapnell," interposed Miss Charity, with weight.
"I can"t say, really, I"ve formed any particular opinion. I think he is rather agreeable," answered Miss Agnes, under this pressure.
"Well, so do _I_" acquiesced the Captain.
"Master Cleve can certainly be agreeable when he chooses; and you think him devilish good-looking--don"t you?"
"I really can"t say--he has very good features--but----"
"But what? Why every one allows that Verney"s as good-looking a fellow as you"ll meet with anywhere," persisted the Captain.
"_I_ think him _per_fectly _be-au_tiful!" said Miss Charity, who never liked people by halves.