Mrs. Fleming went slowly, not because she was old, for she was only sixty, but because, though she said, and thought, that she was wrapped up in Frances and her children, she was still absorbed, fascinated by her sacred sense of bereavement. She moved as if hypnotized by her own sorrow.
To her three unmarried daughters she behaved with a sort of mystic hostility, a holy detachment and displeasure, as if she suspected them of getting over it, or of wanting to get over it if they could. But to her one married daughter and to her grand-children she was soft and gentle. So that, when they happened to be all together, her moods changed so rapidly that she seemed a creature of unaccountable caprice.
One minute her small, white, dry face quivered with softness and gentleness, and the next it stiffened, or twitched with the inimical, disapproving look it had for Louie and Emmeline and Edith.
The children lifted up their pure, impa.s.sive faces to be kissed at. Old Nanna brought Baby John and put him on his grandmother"s knee. Dorothy and Nicholas went off with Mary-Nanna to the party. Michael forgot all about playing with himself. He stayed where he was, drawn by the spectacle of Grannie and the Aunties. Grannie was clucking and chuckling to Baby John as she had clucked and chuckled to her own babies long ago.
Her under lip made itself wide and full; it worked with an in and out movement very funny and interesting to Michael. The movement meant that Grannie chuckled under protest of memories that were sacred to Grandpapa.
"Tchoo--tchoo--tchoo--tchoo! Chuckaboo! Beautiful boy!" said Grannie.
Auntie Louie looked at her youngest nephew. She smiled her downward, sagging smile, wrung from a virginity sadder than Grannie"s grief. She spoke to Baby John.
"You really are rather a nice boy," Auntie Louie said.
But Edie, the youngest Auntie, was kneeling on the gra.s.s before him, bringing her face close to his. Baby John"s new and flawless face was cruel to Auntie Edie"s. So was his look of dignity and wisdom.
"Oh, she says you"re only rather nice," said Auntie Edie. "And you"re the beautifullest, sweetest, darlingest that ever was. Wasn"t she a nasty Auntie Louie? Ten little pink toes. And _there_ he goes. Five little tootsies to each of his footsies."
She hid herself behind the _Times_ disturbing Jane.
"Where"s John-John?" she cried. "Where"s he gone to? Can anybody tell me where to find John-John? Where"s John-John? Peep-_bo_--there he is!
John-John, look at Auntie Edie. Oh, he won"t pay any attention to poor me."
Baby John was playing earnestly with Grannie"s watch-chain.
"You might leave the child alone," said Grannie. "Can"t you see he doesn"t want you?"
Auntie Edie made a little pouting face, like a scolded, pathetic child.
n.o.body ever did want Auntie Edie.
And all the time Auntie Emmy was talking to Frances very loud and fast.
"Frances, I do think your garden"s too beautiful for words. How clever of you to think of clearing away the old flower-beds. I hate flower-beds on a lawn. Yet I don"t suppose I should have had the strength of mind to get rid of them if it bad been me."
As she talked Auntie Emmy opened her eyes very wide; her eyebrows jerked, the left one leaping up above the right; she thrust out her chin at you and her long, inquiring nose. Her thin face was the play of agitated nerve-strings that pulled it thus into perpetual, restless movements; and she made vague gestures with her large, bony hands. Her tongue went tick-tack, like a clock. Anthony said you-could hear Emmy"s tongue striking the roof of her-mouth all thee time.
"And putting those delphiniums all together like that--Ma.s.sing the blues. Anthony? I _do_ think Anthony has perfect taste. I adore delphiniums."
Auntie Emmy was behaving as if neither Michael nor Baby John was there.
"Don"t you think John-John"s too beautiful for words?" said Frances.
"Don"t you like him a little bit too?"
Auntie Emmy winced as if Frances had flicked something in her face.
"Of course I like him too. Why shouldn"t I?"
"I don"t think you _do_, Auntie Emmy," Michael said.
Auntie Emmy considered him as for the first time.
"What do you know about it?" she said.
"I can tell by the funny things your face does."
"I thought," said Frances, "you wanted to play by yourself."
"So I do," said Michael.
"Well then, go and play."
He went and to a heavenly place that he knew of. But as he played with Himself there he thought: "Auntie Emmy doesn"t tell the truth. I think it is because she isn"t happy."
Michael kept his best things to himself.
"I suppose you"re happy," said Grannie, "now you"ve got the poor child sent away."
Auntie Emmy raised her eyebrows and spread out her hands, as much as to say she was helpless under her mother"s stupidity.
"He"d have been sent away anyhow," said Frances. "It isn"t good for him to hang about listening to grown-up conversation."
It was her part to keep the peace between her mother and her sisters.
"It seems to me," said Auntie Louie, "that you began it yourself."
When a situation became uncomfortable, Auntie Louie always put her word in and made it worse. She never would let Frances keep the peace.
Frances knew what Louie meant--that she was always flinging her babies in Emmy"s face at those moments when the sight of other people"s babies was too much for Emmy. She could never be prepared for Emmy"s moments.
"It"s all very well," Auntie Louie went on; "but I should like to hear of somebody admiring Dorothy. I don"t see where Dorothy comes in."
Dorothy was supposed, by the two Nannas, to be Auntie Louie"s favourite.
If you taxed her with it she was indignant and declared that she was sure she wasn"t.
And again Frances knew what Louie meant--that she loved her three sons, Michael and Nicholas and John, with pa.s.sion, and her one daughter, Dorothea, with critical affection. That was the sort of thing that Louie was always saying and thinking about people, and n.o.body ever paid the slightest attention to what Louie said or thought. Frances told herself that if there was one emotion that she was more free from than another it was s.e.x jealousy.
The proof of it, which she offered now, was that she had given up Dorothy to Anthony. It was natural that he should care most for the little girl.
Louie said that was easy--when she knew perfectly well that Anthony didn"t. Like Frances he cared most for his three sons. She was leaving Dorothy to Anthony so that Anthony might leave Michael and Nicholas to her.
"You might just as well say," Frances said, "that I"m in love with John-John. Poor little Don-Don!"
"I might," said Louie, "just as well."
Grannie said she was sure she didn"t understand what they were talking about and that Louie had some very queer ideas in her head.
"Louie," she said, "knows more than I do."