The Tree of Heaven.
by May Sinclair.
PART I
PEACE
I
Frances Harrison was sitting out in the garden under the tree that her husband called an ash-tree, and that the people down in her part of the country called a tree of Heaven.
It was warm under the tree, and Frances might have gone to sleep there and wasted an hour out of the afternoon, if it hadn"t been for the children.
Dorothy, Michael and Nicholas were going to a party, and Nicky was excited. She could hear Old Nanna talking to Michael and telling him to be a good boy. She could hear young Mary-Nanna singing to Baby John.
Baby John was too young himself to go to parties; so to make up for that he was riding furiously on Mary-Nanna"s knee to the tune of the "b.u.mpetty-b.u.mpetty Major!"
It was Nicky"s first party. That was why he was excited.
He had asked her for the third time what it would be like; and for the third time she had told him. There would be dancing and a Magic Lantern, and a Funny Man, and a Big White Cake covered with sugar icing and Rosalind"s name on it in pink sugar letters and eight little pink wax candles burning on the top for Rosalind"s birthday. Nicky"s eyes shone as she told him.
Dorothy, who was nine years old, laughed at Nicky.
"Look at Nicky," she said, "how excited he is!"
And every time she laughed at him his mother kissed him.
"I don"t care," said Nicky. "I don"t care if I am becited!"
And for the fifth time he asked, "When will it be time to go?"
"Not for another hour and a half, my sweetheart."
"How long," said Nicky, "is an hour and a half?"
Frances had a tranquil nature and she never worried. But as she sat under her tree of Heaven a thought came that made a faint illusion of worry for her mind. She had forgotten to ask Grannie and Auntie Louie and Auntie Emmeline and Auntie Edie to tea.
She had come to think of them like that in relation to her children rather than to her or to each other.
It was a Tuesday, and they had not been there since Friday. Perhaps, she thought, I"d better send over for them now. Especially as it"s such a beautiful afternoon. Supposing I sent Michael?
And yet, supposing Anthony came home early? He was always kind to her people, but that was the very reason why she oughtn"t to let them spoil a beautiful afternoon for him. It could not be said that any of them was amusing.
She could still hear Mary-Nanna singing her song about the b.u.mpetty-b.u.mpetty Major. She could still hear Old Nanna talking to Michael and telling him to be a good boy. That could only end in Michael being naughty. To avert naughtiness or any other disaster from her children was the end of Frances"s existence.
So she called Michael to come to her. He came, running like a little dog, obediently.
Michael was glad that he had been sent across the Heath to Grannie"s house with a message. It made him feel big and brave. Besides, it would put off the moment when Mary-Nanna would come for him, to make him ready for the party. He was not sure that he wanted to go to it.
Michael did not much like going to Grannie"s house either. In all the rooms there was a queer dark-greenness and creepiness. It smelt of bird-cages and elder bushes and of Grandpapa"s funeral. And when you had seen Auntie Edie"s Senegal wax-bills, and the stuffed fish, and the inside of Auntie Louie"s type-writer there was nothing else to see.
His mother said that Grandpapa"s funeral was all over, and that the green creepiness came from the green creepers. But Michael knew it didn"t. She only said things like that to make you feel nice and comfy when you were going to bed. Michael knew very well that they had put Grandpapa into the drawing-room and locked the door so that the funeral men shouldn"t get at him and take him away too soon. And Auntie Louie had kept the key in her pocket.
Funerals meant taking people away.
Old Nanna wouldn"t let him talk about it; but Mary-Nanna had told him that was what funerals meant. All the same, as he went up the flagged path, he took care not to look through the black panes of the window where the elder bush was, lest he should see Grandpapa"s coffin standing in the place where the big table used to be, and Grandpapa lying inside it wrapped in a white sheet.
Michael"s message was that Mummy sent her love, and would Grannie and Auntie Louie and Auntie Emmeline and Auntie Edie come to tea? She was going to have tea in the garden, and would they please come early? As early as possible. That was the part he was not to forget.
The queer thing was that when Michael went to see Grannie and the Aunties in Grannie"s house he saw four old women. They wore black dresses that smelt sometimes of something sweet and sometimes like your fingers when you get ink on them. The Aunties looked cross; and Auntie Emmeline smelt as if she had been crying. He thought that perhaps they had not been able to stop crying since Grandpapa"s funeral. He thought that was why Auntie Louie"s nose was red and shiny and Auntie Edie"s eyelids had pink edges instead of lashes. In Grannie"s house they never let you do anything. They never did anything themselves. They never wanted to do anything; not even to talk. He thought it was because they knew that Grandpapa was still there all the time.
But outside it the Aunties were not so very old. They rode bicycles. And when they came to Michael"s Father"s house they forgot all about Grandpapa"s funeral and ran about and played tennis like Michael"s mother and Mrs. Jervis, and they talked a lot.
Michael"s mother was Grannie"s child. To see how she could be a child you had only to think of her in her nightgown with her long brown hair plaited in a pigtail hanging down her back and tied with a blue ribbon.
But he couldn"t see how the three Aunties could be Grannie"s other children. They were bigger than Grannie and they had grey hair. Grannie was a little thing; she was white and dry; and she had hair like hay.
Besides, she hardly ever took any notice of them except to make a face at Auntie Emmeline or Auntie Edie now and then. She did it with her head a little on one side, pushing out her underlip and drawing it back again.
Grannie interested Michael; but more when he thought about her than when she was actually there. She stood for him as the mark and measure of past time. To understand how old Grannie was you had to think backwards; this way: Once there was a time when there was no Michael; but there was Mummy and there was Daddy. And once there was a time when there was no Mummy and no Daddy; but there was Grannie and there was Grandpapa. Now there was no Grandpapa. But he couldn"t think back far enough to get to the time when there was no Grannie.
Michael thought that being Grannie must feel like being G.o.d.
Before he came to the black window pane and the elder bush he had to run down the slopes and jump the gullies on his side of the Heath, and cross the West Road, and climb the other slope to Grannie"s side. And it was not till you got to the row of elms on Judge"s Walk that you had to go carefully because of the funeral.
He stood there on the ridge of the Walk and looked back to his own side.
There were other houses there; but he knew his father"s house by the tree of Heaven in the garden.
The garden stood on a high, flat promontory jutting out into the Heath.
A brown brick wall with b.u.t.tresses, strong like fortifications on a breastwork, enclosed it on three sides. From the flagged terrace at the bottom of the garden you looked down, through the tops of the birch-trees that rose against the rampart, over the wild places of the Heath. There was another flagged terrace at the other end of the garden.
The house rose sheer from its pavement, brown brick like the wall, and flat-fronted, with the white wings of its storm shutters spread open, row on row. It barred the promontory from the mainland. And at the back of it, beyond its kitchen garden and its courtyard, a fringe of Heath still parted it from the hill road that went from "Jack Straw"s Castle"
to "The Bull and Bush." You reached it by a lane that led from the road to the Heath.
The house belonged to the Heath and the open country. It was aware of nothing but the Heath and the open country between it and Harrow on the Hill. It had the air of all the old houses of Hampstead, the wonderful air of not acknowledging the existence of Bank Holidays. It was lifted up high above the town; shut in; utterly secluded.
Anthony Harrison considered that he had done well when he acquired West End House for his wife Frances, and for his children, Dorothea, Michael, Nicholas and John.
Frances had said that, if he was thinking of her, he needn"t buy a big place, because she didn"t want one. But he might buy it for the children if he liked. Anthony had said that she had no idea of what she mightn"t want, once she began to give her mind to it, and that he would like to think of her living in it after he was gone. Not that he had any intention of going; he was only thirty-six (not much older than Frances) and incurably healthy. But since his wife"s attention had become absorbed in the children--to the exclusion of every other interest--he was always trying to harrow her by the suggestion. And Frances only laughed at him and told him that he was a silly old thing, and that he needn"t think he was going to get round her that way.
There was no other way open for Anthony; unless he were to go bankrupt or get pneumonia or peritonitis. Frances would have been the first to acknowledge that illness or misfortune const.i.tuted a claim. And the only things he ever did get were loud, explosive colds in his head which made him a mark for derision. His business was so sound that not even a revolution or a European war could shake it. And his appearance was incompatible with his pretensions to pathos.