"It will be ready in a few minutes," said Mrs. Winkleman. "The fire hasn"t burned freely this morning."
"If it isn"t one thing, it is another," growled the husband. "I"m getting tired of this irregularity. There"d soon be no breakfast to get, if I were always behind time in business matters."
Mrs. Winkleman bent lower over the child she was dressing, to conceal the expression of her face. What a sharp pain now throbbed through her temples! Mr. Winkleman commenced walking the floor impatiently, little imagining that every jarring footfall was like a blow on the sensitive, aching brain of his wife.
"Too bad! too bad!" he had just e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed when the bell rung.
"At last!" he muttered, and strode towards the breakfast-room. The children followed in considerable disorder, and Mrs. Winkleman, after hastily arranging her hair, and putting on a morning cap, joined them at the table. It took some moments to restore order among the little ones.
The dish that Mrs. Winkleman had been at considerable pains to provide for her husband, was set beside his plate. It was his favourite among many, and his wife looked for a pleased recognition thereof, and a lighting up of his clouded brow. But he did not seem even to notice it. After supplying the children, Mr. Winkleman helped himself in silence. At the first mouthful he threw down his knife and fork, and pushed his plate from him.
"What"s the matter?" inquired his wife.
"You didn"t trust Bridget to cook this, I hope?" was the response.
"What ails it?" Mrs. Winkleman"s eyes were filling with tears.
"Oh! it"s of no consequence," answered Mr. Winkleman, coldly; "anything will do for me."
"James!" There was a touching sadness blended with rebuke in the tones of his wife; and, as she uttered his name, tears gushed over her cheeks.
Mr. Winkleman didn"t like tears. They always annoyed him. At the present time, he was in no mood to bear with them. So, on the impulse of the moment, he arose from the table, and taking up his hat, left the house.
Self-justification was tried, though not, as has been seen, with complete success. The calmer grew the mind of Mr. Winkleman, and the clearer his thoughts, the less satisfied did he feel with the part he had taken in the morning"s drama. By an inversion of thought, not usual among men of his temperament, he had been presented with a vivid realization of his wife"s side of the question. The consequence was, that, by dinner-time, he felt a good deal ashamed of himself, and grieved for the pain he knew his hasty words had occasioned.
It was in this better state of mind that Mr. Winkleman returned home. The house seemed still as he entered. As he proceeded up stairs, he heard the children"s voices, pitched to a low key, in the nursery. He listened, but could not hear the tones of his wife. So he pa.s.sed into the front chamber, which was darkened. As soon as he could see clearly in the feeble light, he perceived that his wife was lying on the bed. Her eyes were closed, and her thin face looked so pale and death-like, that Mr. Winkleman felt a cold shudder creep through his heart. Coming to the bed-side, he leaned over and gazed down upon her. At first, he was in doubt whether she really breathed or not; and he felt a heavy weight removed when he saw that her chest rose and fell in feeble respiration.
"Mary!" He spoke in a low, tender voice.
Instantly the fringed eyelids parted, and Mrs. Winkleman gazed up into her husband"s face in partial bewilderment.
Obeying the moment"s impulse, Mr. Winkleman bent down and left a kiss upon her pale lips. As if moved by an electric thrill, the wife"s arms were flung around the husband"s neck.
"I am sorry to find you so ill," said Mr. Winkleman, in a voice of sympathy. "What is the matter?"
"Only a sick-headache," replied Mrs. Winkleman. "But I"ve had a good sleep, and feel better now. I didn"t know it was so late," she added, her tone changing slightly, and a look of concern coming into her countenance. "I"m afraid your dinner is not ready;" and she attempted to rise. But her husband bore her gently back with his hand, saying,
"Never mind about dinner. It will come in good time. If you feel better, lie perfectly quiet. Have you suffered much pain?"
"Yes." The word did not part her lips sadly, but came with a softly wreathing smile. Already the wan hue of her cheeks was giving place to a warmer tint, and the dull eyes brightening. What a healing power was in his tender tones and considerate words! And that kiss--it had thrilled along every nerve--it had been as nectar to the drooping spirit. "But I feel so much better, that I will get up," she added, now rising from her pillow.
And Mrs. Winkleman was entirely free from pain. As she stepped upon the carpet, and moved across the room, it was with a firm tread.
Every muscle was elastic, and the blood leaped along her veins with a new and healthier impulse.
No trial of Mr. Winkleman"s patience, in a late dinner, was in store for him. In a few minutes the bell summoned the family; and he took his place at the table so tranquil in mind, that he almost wondered at the change in, his feelings. How different was the scene from that presented at the morning meal!
And was there power in a few simple words to effect so great a change as this! Yes, in simple words, fragrant with the odours of kindness.
A few gleams of light shone into the mind of Mr. Winkleman, as he returned musing to his office, and he saw that he was often to blame for the clouds that darkened so often over the sky of home.
"Mary is foolish," he said, in partial self-justification, "to take my hasty words so much to heart. I speak often without meaning half what I say. She ought to know me better. And yet," he added, as his step became slower, for he was thinking closer than usual, "it may be easier for me to choose my words more carefully, and to repress the unkindness of tone that gives them a double force, than for her to help feeling pain at their utterance."
Right, Mr. Winkleman! That is the common sense of the whole matter.
It is easier to strike, than to help feeling or showing signs of pain, under the infliction of a blow. Look well to your words, all ye members of a home circle. And especially look well to your words, ye whose words have the most weight, and fall, if dealt in pa.s.sion, with the heaviest force.
THE TWO HOMES.
TWO men, on their way home, met at a street crossing, and then walked on together. They were neighbours, and friends.
"This has been a very hard day," said Mr. Freeman in a gloomy voice.
"A very hard day," echoed almost sepulchrally, Mr. Walcott. "Little or no cash coming in--payments Heavy--money scarce, and at ruinous rates. What is to become of us?"
"Heaven only knows," answered Mr. Freeman. "For my part, I see no light ahead. Every day come new reports of failures; every day confidence diminishes; every day some prop that we leaned upon is taken away."
"Many think we are at the worst," said Mr. Walcott.
"And others, that we have scarcely seen the beginning of the end,"
returned the neighbour.
And so, as they walked homeward, they discouraged each other, and made darker the clouds that obscured their whole horizon.
"Good evening," was at last said, hurriedly; and the two men pa.s.sed into their homes.
Mr. Walcott entered the room, where his wife and children were gathered, and without speaking to any one, seated himself in a chair, and leaning his head back, closed his eyes. His countenance wore a sad, weary, exhausted look. He had been seated thus for only a few minutes, when his wife said, in a fretful voice,
"More trouble again."
"What"s the matter now?" asked Mr. Walcott, almost starting.
"John has been sent home from school."
"What!" Mr. Walcott partly arose from his chair.
"He"s been suspended for bad conduct."
"O dear!" groaned Mr. Walcott--"Where is he?"
"Up in his room. I sent him there as soon as he came home. You"ll have to do something with him. He"ll be ruined if he goes on in this way. I"m out of all heart with him."
Mr. Walcott, excited as much by the manner in which his wife conveyed unpleasant information, as by the information itself, started up, under the blind impulse of the moment, and going to the room where John had been sent on coming home from school, punished the boy severely, and this without listening to the explanations which the poor child; tried to make him hear.
"Father," said the boy, with forced calmness, after the cruel stripes had ceased--"I wasn"t to blame; and if you will go with me to the teacher, I can prove myself innocent."
Mr. Walcott had never known his son to tell an untruth; and the words smote with rebuke upon his heart.