"What was father to _do_?" said Susan, and turned to Sir Isaac"s armchair from which this discourse had distracted her.
And then suddenly, in a voice thick with rage, she burst out: "And then Alice must needs go and take their money. That"s what sticks in _my_ throat."
Still on her knees she faced about to Lady Harman.
"Alice goes into one of their Ho"burn branches as a waitress, do what I could to prevent her. It makes one mad to think of it. Time after time I"ve said to her, "Alice," I"ve said, "sooner than touch their dirty money I"d starve in the street." And she goes! She says it"s all nonsense of me to bear a spite. Laughs at me! "Alice," I told her, "it"s a wonder the spirit of poor father don"t rise up against you." And she laughs. Calls that bearing a spite.... Of course she was little when it happened. She can"t remember, not as I remember...."
Lady Harman reflected for a time. "I suppose you don"t know," she began, addressing Susan"s industrious back; "you don"t know who--who owns these International Stores?"
"I suppose it"s some company," said Susan. "I don"t see that it lets them off--being in a company."
--8
We have done much in the last few years to destroy the severe limitations of Victorian delicacy, and all of us, from princesses and prime-ministers" wives downward, talk of topics that would have been considered quite gravely improper in the nineteenth century.
Nevertheless, some topics have, if anything, become more indelicate than they were, and this is especially true of the discussion of income, of any discussion that tends, however remotely, to inquire, Who is it at the base of everything who really pays in blood and muscle and involuntary submissions for _your_ freedom and magnificence? This, indeed, is almost the ultimate surviving indecency. So that it was with considerable private shame and discomfort that Lady Harman pursued even in her privacy the train of thought that Susan Burnet had set going. It had been conveyed into her mind long ago, and it had settled down there and grown into a sort of security, that the International Bread and Cake Stores were a very important contribution to Progress, and that Sir Isaac, outside the gates of his home, was a very useful and beneficial personage, and richly meriting a baronetcy. She hadn"t particularly a.n.a.lyzed this persuasion, but she supposed him engaged in a kind of daily repet.i.tion, but upon modern scientific lines, of the miracle of the loaves and fishes, feeding a great mult.i.tude that would otherwise have gone hungry. She knew, too, from the advertis.e.m.e.nts that flowered about her path through life, that this bread in question was exceptionally clean and hygienic; whole front pages of the _Daily Messenger_, headed the "Fauna of Small Bakehouses," and adorned with a bordering of _Blatta orientalis_, the common c.o.c.kroach, had taught her that, and she knew that Sir Isaac"s pa.s.sion for purity had also led to the _Old Country Gazette"s_ spirited and successful campaign for a non-party measure securing additional bakehouse regulation and inspection. And her impression had been that the growing and developing refreshment side of the concern was almost a public charity; Sir Isaac gave, he said, a larger, heavier scone, a bigger pat of b.u.t.ter, a more elegant teapot, ham more finely cut and less questionable pork-pies than any other system of syndicated tea-shops. She supposed that whenever he sat late at night going over schemes and papers, or when he went off for days together to Cardiff or Glasgow or Dublin, or such-like centres, or when he became preoccupied at dinner and whistled thoughtfully through his teeth, he was planning to increase the amount or diminish the cost of tea and cocoa-drenched farinaceous food in the stomachs of that section of our national adolescence which goes out daily into the streets of our great cities to be fed. And she knew his vans and catering were indispensable to the British Army upon its manoeuvres....
Now the smashing up of the Burnet family by the International Stores was disagreeably not in the picture of these suppositions. And the remarkable thing is that this one little tragedy wouldn"t for a moment allow itself to be regarded as an exceptional accident in an otherwise fair vast development. It remained obstinately a specimen--of the other side of the great syndication.
It was just as if she had been doubting subconsciously all along.... In the silence of the night she lay awake and tried to make herself believe that the Burnet case was just a unique overlooked disaster, that it needed only to come to Sir Isaac"s attention to be met by the fullest reparation....
After all she did not bring it to Sir Isaac"s attention.
But one morning, while this phase of new doubts was still lively in her mind, Sir Isaac told her he was going down to Brighton, and then along the coast road in a car to Portsmouth, to pay a few surprise visits, and see how the machine was working. He would be away a night, an unusual breach in his habits.
"Are you thinking of any new branches, Isaac?"
"I may have a look at Arundel."
"Isaac." She paused to frame her question carefully. "I suppose there are some shops at Arundel now."
"I"ve got to see to that."
"If you open----I suppose the old shops get hurt. What becomes of the people if they do get hurt?"
"That"s _their_ look-out," said Sir Isaac.
"Isn"t it bad for them?"
"Progress is Progress, Elly."
"It _is_ bad for them. I suppose----Wouldn"t it be sometimes kinder if you took over the old shop--made a sort of partner of him, or something?"
Sir Isaac shook his head. "I want younger men," he said. "You can"t get a move on the older hands."
"But, then, it"s rather bad----I suppose these little men you shut up,--some of them must have families."
"You"re theorizing a bit this morning, Elly," said Sir Isaac, looking up over his coffee cup.
"I"ve been thinking--about these little people."
"Someone"s been talking to you about my shops," said Sir Isaac, and stuck out an index finger. "If that"s Georgina----"
"It isn"t Georgina," said Lady Harman, but she had it very clear in her mind that she must not say who it was.
"You can"t make a business without squeezing somebody," said Sir Isaac.
"It"s easy enough to make a row about any concern that grows a bit. Some people would like to have every business tied down to a maximum turnover and so much a year profit. I dare say you"ve been hearing of these articles in the _London Lion_. Pretty stuff it is, too. This fuss about the little shopkeepers; that"s a new racket. I"ve had all that row about the waitresses before, and the yarn about the Normandy eggs, and all that, but I don"t see that you need go reading it against me, and bringing it up at the breakfast-table. A business is a business, it isn"t a charity, and I"d like to know where you and I would be if we didn"t run the concern on business lines.... Why, that _London Lion_ fellow came to me with the first two of those articles before the thing began. I could have had the whole thing stopped if I liked, if I"d chosen to take the back page of his beastly cover. That shows the stuff the whole thing is made of. That shows you. Why!--he"s just a blackmailer, that"s what he is. Much he cares for my waitresses if he can get the dibs. Little shopkeepers, indeed! I know "em! Nice martyrs they are! There isn"t one wouldn"t _skin_ all the others if he got half a chance...."
Sir Isaac gave way to an extraordinary fit of nagging anger. He got up and stood upon the hearthrug to deliver his soul the better. It was an altogether unexpected and illuminating outbreak. He was flushed with guilt. The more angry and eloquent he became, the more profoundly thoughtful grew the attentive lady at the head of his table....
When at last Sir Isaac had gone off in the car to Victoria, Lady Harman rang for Snagsby. "Isn"t there a paper," she asked, "called the _London Lion_?"
"It isn"t one I think your ladyship would like," said Snagsby, gently but firmly.
"I know. But I want to see it. I want copies of all the issues in which there have been articles upon the International Stores."
"They"re thoroughly volgar, me lady," said Snagsby, with a large dissuasive smile.
"I want you to go out into London and get them now."
Snagsby hesitated and went. Within five minutes he reappeared with a handful of buff-covered papers.
"There "appened to be copies in the pantry, me lady," he said. "We can"t imagine "ow they got there; someone must have brought them in, but "ere they are quite at your service, me lady." He paused for a discreet moment. Something indescribably confidential came into his manner. "I doubt if Sir Isaac will quite like to "ave them left about, me lady--after you done with them."
She was in a mood of discovery. She sat in the room that was all furnished in pink (her favourite colour) and read a bitter, malicious, coa.r.s.ely written and yet insidiously credible account of her husband"s business methods. Something within herself seemed to answer, "But didn"t you know this all along?" That large conviction that her wealth and position were but the culmination of a great and honourable social service, a conviction that had been her tacit comfort during much distasteful loyalty seemed to shrivel and fade. No doubt the writer was a thwarted blackmailer; even her accustomed mind could distinguish a tw.a.n.g of some such vicious quality in his sentences; but that did not alter the realities he exhibited and exaggerated. There was a description of how Sir Isaac pounced on his managers that was manifestly derived from a manager he had dismissed. It was dreadfully like him.
Convincingly like him. There was a statement of the wages he paid his girl a.s.sistants and long extracts from his codes of rules and schedules of fines....
When she put down the paper she was suddenly afflicted by a vivid vision of Susan Burnet"s father, losing heart and not knowing what to do. She had an unreasonable feeling that Susan Burnet"s father must have been a small, kindly, furry, bunnyish, little man. Of course there had to be progress and the survival of the fittest. She found herself weighing what she imagined Susan Burnet"s father to be like, against the ferrety face, stooping shoulders and scheming whistle of Sir Isaac.
There were times now when she saw her husband with an extreme distinctness.
--9
As this cold and bracing realization that all was not right with her position, with Sir Isaac"s business procedure and the world generally, took possession of Lady Harman"s thoughts there came also with it and arising out of it quite a series of new moods and dispositions. At times she was very full of the desire "to do something," something that would, as it were, satisfy and a.s.suage this growing uneasiness of responsibility in her mind. At times her consuming wish was not to a.s.suage but escape from this urgency. It worried her and made her feel helpless, and she wanted beyond anything else to get back to that child"s world where all experiences are adventurous and everything is finally right. She felt, I think, that it was a little unfair to her that this something within her should be calling upon her to take all sorts of things gravely--hadn"t she been a good wife and brought four children into the world...?
I am setting down here as clearly as possible what wasn"t by any means clear in Lady Harman"s mind. I am giving you side by side phases that never came side by side in her thoughts but which followed and ousted and obliterated one another. She had moods of triviality. She had moods of magnificence. She had moods of intense secret hostility to her urgent little husband, and moods of genial tolerance for everything there was in her life. She had moods, and don"t we all have moods?--of scepticism and cynicism, much profounder than the conventions and limitations of novel-writing permit us to tell here. And for hardly any of these moods had she terms and recognitions....
It isn"t a natural thing to keep on worrying about the morality of one"s material prosperity. These are proclivities superinduced by modern conditions of the conscience. There is a natural resistance in every healthy human being to such distressful heart-searchings. Strong instincts battled in Lady Harman against this intermittent sense of responsibility that was beginning to worry her. An immense lot of her was for simply running away from these troublesome considerations, for covering herself up from them, for distraction.
And about this time she happened upon "Elizabeth and her German Garden,"
and was very greatly delighted and stimulated by that little sister of Montaigne. She was charmed by the book"s fresh gaiety, by its gallant resolve to set off all the good things there are in this world, the sunshine and flowers and laughter, against the limitations and thwartings and disappointments of life. For a time it seemed to her that these brave consolations were solutions, and she was stirred by an imitative pa.s.sion. How stupid had she not been to let life and Sir Isaac overcome her! She felt that she must make herself like Elizabeth, exactly like Elizabeth; she tried forthwith, and a certain difficulty she found, a certain deadness, she ascribed to the square modernity of her house and something in the Putney air. The house was too large, it dominated the garden and controlled her. She felt she must get away to some place that was chiefly exterior, in the sunshine, far from towns and struggling, straining, angry and despairing humanity, from syndicated shops and all the embarra.s.sing challenges of life. Somehow there it would be possible to keep Sir Isaac at arm"s length; and the ghost of Susan Burnet"s father could be left behind to haunt the square rooms of the London house. And there she would live, horticultural, bookish, whimsical, witty, defiant, happily careless.
And it was this particular conception of evasion that had set her careering about the countryside in her car, looking for conceivable houses of refuge from this dark novelty of social and personal care, and that had driven her into the low long room of Black Strand and the presence of Mr. Brumley.
Of what ensued and the appearance and influence of Lady Beach-Mandarin and how it led among other things to a lunch invitation from that lady the reader has already been informed.