She smiled in return, daringly, triumphantly, as she would not have ventured to do an hour ago. She could see him flush with pleasure--a rare occurrence--at her unusual graciousness, while she was only rejoicing in her escape from him. Under the shadow of the tall man beside her, who had achieved the impossible in order to be loyal to her, she felt for the first time in her life that she had found a shelter. It mattered nothing that he was engrossed with Mrs. Endsleigh Jarrott, and that, after the one glance, he had not turned toward her again; she was sure he knew that she understood him, and that he recognized her power to wait in patience to have the mystery explained.
In the drawing-room he was introduced to her. Miss Jarrott led him up and made the presentation.
"Miss Strange, I want you to know Mr. Strange. Now isn"t that funny? You can"t think how many times I"ve thought how interesting it would be to see you two meet. It"s so unusual to have the same name, especially when it"s such a strange name as yours. There"s a pun. I simply can"t help making them. My brother says I inherited all the sense of humor in the family. I don"t know why I do it, but I always see a joke. Can you tell me why I do it?"
Neither Strange nor Miriam knew what replies they made, but a conversation of some sort went on for a minute or two, after which Miss Jarrott whisked him away to present him to some one else. When he had gone Miriam was left with a feeling of spiritual chill. While it was impossible to betray a previous acquaintance before Miss Jarrott, there had been nothing whatever in his bearing to respond to the recognition in hers. There was something that might have been conveyed from mind to mind without risk, and he had not used the opportunity. In as far as he addressed her at all it had been through Miss Jarrott, and he had looked around her and over her rather than directly into her eyes.
During the rest of the evening she caught glimpses of him only in the distance, talking now to one member of the family, now to another. It was clear that Miss Jarrott was, in a way, showing him off, and that he was received as some one of importance. She admired the coolness with which he carried himself, while her inherited instincts gave her a curious thrill of content that these law-making, law-keeping people should be duped.
She hoped he would find an occasion for pa.s.sing again in her direction.
If she could have only a word with him it might help to make the situation intelligible. But he did not return, and presently she noticed, in looking about the room, that he had disappeared. She, too, was eager to be gone.
Only in solitude could she get control of the surging thoughts, the bewildering suggestions, the contradictory suppositions that crowded it on her. She saw how useless it was to try to build a theory without at least one positive fact to go on.
It was just as they were departing that her opportunity to ask a question came. They had said their good-nights to Miss Jarrott and were in the hall, waiting for the footman to call their carriage, when Evie, whom they had not wanted to disturb, came fluttering after them. She was flushed but radiant, and flung herself into Miriam"s arms.
"You dear thing! I haven"t had time to say a word to you or Popsey Wayne the entire evening. But you"ll excuse me, won"t you? I"ve had to be civil to them all--do you see?--and do them up well. I knew you wouldn"t mind. I wanted you to have a good time, but I"m afraid you haven"t."
"Oh yes," Miriam said, disengaging herself from the girl"s embrace. "It"s been wonderful--it really has. But, Evie dear," she whispered, drawing her away from the group of ladies who stood cloaked and hooded, also waiting for their carriages, "tell me--who is that Mr. Strange who sat next to me?"
Evie"s eyes went heavenward, and she took on a look of rapture.
"I hope you liked him."
"I didn"t have much chance to see. But why do you hope it?"
"Because--don"t you see? Oh, surely you _must_ see--because--he"s the one."
XV
Enlightenment came to her in the carriage while she was driving homeward.
During the five or ten minutes since Evie had spoken she, Miriam, had been sitting still and upright in the darkness, making no further attempt to see reason through this succession of bewilderments from sheer inability to contend against them. For the time being, at any rate, the struggle was too much for her. The issues raised by Evie"s overwhelming announcement were so confusing that she must postpone their consideration. She must postpone everything but her own tumultuous pa.s.sion, which had to be faced and mastered instantly. She was fighting with herself, with her own wild inward cries of protest, anger, jealousy, and self-pity, trying to distinguish each from the others and to silence it by appeal to her years of romantic folly, when suddenly Wayne spoke, in the cheery tone of a man who has unexpectedly pa.s.sed a pleasant evening.
"I had a nice long chat with the Great Unknown, who was sitting beside you, when the ladies left the dining-room. Who do you think he is?"
After the shocks of the last two hours, she was prepared to hear Wayne tell her, in an offhand way, that it was Norrie Ford. Nevertheless, she summoned what was left of her stunned faculties and did her best to speak carefully.
"I heard them call him Mr. Strange--"
"Odd that was, wasn"t it? But it isn"t such a very uncommon name. I"ve met other Stranges--"
"Oh yes. So have I."
"Well, who do you think he is? Why, he"s Stephens and Jarrott"s new man in New York. He"s taken Jenkins"s place. You remember Jenkins, don"t you?
That little man with a lisp. I had a nice long chat with him--Strange, I mean. He tells me he"s a New-Yorker by birth, but that he went out to the Argentine after his father failed in business. Well, _he_ won"t fail in business, _I_ bet a penny. He"s tremendously enthusiastic over the Argentine, too. Showed he had his head put on the right way when he went there. Wonderful country--the United States of South America some people call it. We"re missing our opportunities out there. Great volume of trade flowing to Europe of which we had almost the monopoly at one time. I had a nice long chat with him."
Her tired emotions received a new surprise as Wayne"s words directed her thoughts to the morning when she had made to Ford the first suggestion of the Argentine. She had not precisely forgotten it; she had only thought it of too little importance to dwell on. She remembered that she had considered the idea practical till she had expressed it, but that his opposition had seemed to turn it into the impossible. She had never supposed that he might have acted on it--not any more than she had expected him to retain her father"s name once he had reached a place of safety. In spite of the suddenness with which her dreams regarding him had been dispelled, it gave her a thrill of satisfaction to think that the word which, in a sense, had created him had been hers. To her fierce jealousy, with which her pride was wrestling even now, there was a measure of comfort in the knowledge that he could never be quite free from her, that his existence was rooted in her own.
"Queenie Jarrott tells me," Wayne meandered on, "that her brother thinks very highly of this young man. It seems that his business abilities are quite remarkable, and they fancy he looks like Henry--the eldest of the boys who died. It"s extraordinary how his voice reminds me of some one--don"t know who. It might be--But then again--"
"His voice is like a thousand other voices," she thought it well to say, "just as he looks like a thousand other men. He"s one of those rather tall, rather good-looking, rather well-dressed youngish men--not really young--of whom you"ll pa.s.s twenty within a mile any day in Fifth Avenue, and who are as thick as soldiers on a battle-field at the lower end of Broadway."
With the data Wayne had given her she worked out the main lines of the story during the night; but it was not until she had done so that its full significance appeared to her. Having grasped that, she could scarcely wait for daylight in order to go to Evie, and yet when morning came she abandoned that course as impolitic. Reflection showed her that her struggle must be less with Evie than with Ford, while she judged that he himself would lose no time in putting the battle in array. He must see as plainly as she did that she stood like an army across his path, and that he must either retreat before her or show fight. She believed he would do the latter and do it soon. She thought it probable that he would appear that very day, and that her wisest plan was to await his opening attack.
The necessity, so unexpectedly laid upon her, of defending the right deflected her mind from dwelling too bitterly on her own disillusioning.
The morning having pa.s.sed without a sign from him, she made her arrangements for having the afternoon undisturbed sending Wayne to drive, and ordering the servants to admit no one but Mr. Strange, should he chance to call. Having intrenched herself behind the fortification of the tea-table, she waited. In spite of her preoccupation, or rather because of it, she purposely read a book, forcing herself to fix her attention on its pages in order to have her mind free from preconceived notions as to how she must act and what she must say. Her single concession to herself was to put on a new and becoming house dress, whose rich tones of brown and amber harmonized with her ivory coloring and emphasized the clear-cut distinction of her features. Before taking up her position she surveyed herself with the mournful approval which the warrior about to fall may give to the perfection of his equipment.
It was half-past four when the servant showed him in. His formal attire seemed to her, as he crossed the room, oddly civilized and correct after her recollections of him. Notwithstanding her dread of the opening minutes, the meeting pa.s.sed off according to the fixed procedure of the drawing-room. It was a relief to both to find that the acts of shaking hands and sitting down had been accomplished with matter-of-course formality. With the familiar support of afternoon-call conventions difficult topics could be treated at greater ease.
"I"m very glad to find you at home," he began, feeling it to be a safe opening. "I was almost afraid--"
"I stayed in on purpose," she said, frankly. "I thought you might come."
"I wasn"t sure whether or not you knew me last night--"
"I didn"t at first. I really hadn"t noticed you, though I remembered afterward that you were standing with Mrs. Endsleigh Jarrott when Mr.
Wayne and I came into the room. I wonder now if you recognized me?"
"Oh, rather! I knew you were going to be there. I"ve been in New York a month."
"Then you might have come to see me sooner."
"Well, you see--"
He paused and colored, trying to cover up his embarra.s.sment with a smile.
She allowed her eyes to express interrogation not knowing that her frank gaze disconcerted him. She herself went back so eagerly to the days when he was the fugitive, Norrie Ford, and she the nameless girl who was helping him, that she could not divine his humiliation at being obliged to drop his mask. Since becoming engaged to Evie Colfax and returning to New York, he perceived more clearly than ever before that his true part in the world was that of the respectable, successful man of business which he played so skilfully. It cost him an effort she could have no reason to suspect to be face to face with the one person in the world who knew him as something else.
"You see," he began again, "I had to consider a good many things--naturally. It wouldn"t have done to give any one an idea that we had met before."
"No, of course not. But last night you might have--"
"Last night I had to follow the same tactics. I can"t afford to run risks.
It"s rather painful, it"s even a bit humiliating--"
"I can imagine that, especially here in New York. In out-of-the-way places it must be different. There it doesn"t matter. But to be among the very people who--"
"You think that there it does matter. I had to consider that. I had to make it plain to myself that there was nothing dishonorable in imposing on people who had forced me into a false position. I don"t say it"s pleasant--"
"Oh, I know it can"t be pleasant. I only wondered a little, as I saw you last night, why you let yourself be placed in a position that made it necessary."
"I should have wondered at that myself a year ago. I certainly never had any intention of doing it. It"s almost as much a surprise to me to be here as it is to you to see me. I suppose you thought I would never turn up again."
"No, I didn"t think that. On the contrary, I thought you _would_ turn up--only not just here."