"What"s this?" asked Mr. Kendal, coming to the "presentiment."
She hesitated, afraid both of him and of Maurice, but there was no alternative. "Poor Gilbert!" she said. "It was a cry or call from his brother just at last. It has left a very deep impression."
"Indeed!" said his father, much moved. "Yes. Edmund gave a cry such as was not to be forgotten," and the sigh told how it had haunted his own pillow; "but I had not thought that Gilbert was in a condition to notice it. Did he mention it to you?"
"Yes, not long after I came, he thinks it was a call, and I have never known exactly how to deal with it."
"It is a case for very tender handling," said Maurice.
"I should have desired him never to think of it again," said Mr. Kendal, decidedly. "Mere nonsense to dwell on it. Their names were always in Edmund"s mouth, and it was nothing but accident. You should have told him so, Albinia."
And he walked out of the room.
"Ah! it will prey upon him now," said Albinia.
"Yes, I thought he only spoke of driving it away because it was what he would like to be able to do. But things do not prey on people of his age as they do on younger ones."
"I wonder if I did right," said Albinia. "I never liked to ask you, though I wished it. I could not bear to treat it as a fancy. How was I to know, if it may not have been intended to do him good? And you see his father says it was very remarkable."
"Do you imagine that it dwells much upon his mind?"
"Not when he is well--not when it would do him good," said Albinia; "it rather haunts him the instant he is unwell."
"He makes it a superst.i.tion, then, poor boy! You thought me hard on him, Albinia; but really I could not help being angry with him for so lamentably frightening his father and you."
"Let us see how he is before you find fault with him," said Albinia.
"You"re as bad as if you were his mother, or worse!" exclaimed Maurice.
"Oh! Maurice, I can"t help it! He had no one to care for him till I came, and he is such a very dear fellow--he wants me so much!"
Mr. Ferrars agreed to go with Mr. Kendal to Traversham. He thought his father would be encouraged by his presence, and he was not devoid of curiosity. Albinia would not hear of staying at home; in fact, Maurice suspected her of being afraid to trust Gilbert to his mercy.
With a trembling heart she left the train at the little Traversham station, making resolutions neither to be too angry with the negligent tutor, nor to show Gilbert how much importance she attached to his illness.
As they walked into the village, they heard a merry clamour of tongue, and presently met five or six boys, and, a few paces behind them, Mr.
Downton.
"Ah!" he exclaimed, "I am glad you are come. I would have written yesterday, but that I found your boy had done so. I shall be very glad to have him cheered up about himself. I will turn back with you. You go on, Price. They are setting out for one of Hullah"s cla.s.ses, so we shall have the house clear."
"I hope there is not much amiss?" said Mr. Kendal.
"A tedious cold," said the tutor; "but the doctor a.s.sures me that there is nothing wrong with his chest, and I do believe he would not cough half so much, if he were not always watching himself."
"Who has been attending him?"
"Lee, the union doctor, a very good man, with a large family,"
(Albinia could have beaten him). "Indeed," he continued perceiving some dissatisfied looks, "I think you will find that a little change is all that he wants."
"I hope you can give a good account of him in other respects?" said Mr.
Kendal.
"Oh! yes, in every way; he is the most good-natured lad in the world, and quite the small boys" friend. Perhaps he has been a little more sentimental of late, but that may be only from being rather out of order. I"ll call him."
The last words were spoken as they entered the parsonage, where opening a door, he said, "Here, Kendal, here"s a new prescription for you."
Albinia had a momentary view of a tabby-cat and kitten, a volume of poetry, a wiry-haired terrier, and Gilbert, all lying promiscuously on the hearth-rug, before the two last leaped up, the one to bark, and the other to come forward with outstretched hand, and glad countenance.
He looked flushed and languid, but the roaring fire and close room might account for that, and though, when the subject was mentioned, he gave a short uncomfortable cough, Albinia"s mind was so far relieved, that she was in doubt with whom to be angry, and prepared to stand on the defensive, should her brother think him too well.
The gentlemen went away together, and Gilbert, grasping her hand, gave way to one of his effusions of affection--"So kind to come to him--he knew he had her to trust to, whatever happened"--and he leant his cheek on his hand in a melancholy mood.
"Don"t be so piteous, Gibbie," she said. "You were quite right to tell us you were not well, only you need not have been so very doleful, I don"t like papa to be frightened."
"I thought it was no use to go on in this way," said Gilbert, with a cough: "it was the old thing over again, and n.o.body would believe I had anything the matter with me."
And he commenced a formidable catalogue of symptoms which satisfied her that Maurice would think him fully justified. Just at a point where it was not easy to know what next to say, the kitten began to play tricks with her mother"s tail, and a happy diversion was made; Gilbert began to exhibit the various drolleries of the animals, to explain the friendship between dog and cat, and to leave off coughing as he related anecdotes of their sagacity; and finally, when the gentlemen returned, laughing was the first sound they heard, and Mrs. Kendal was found sitting on the floor at play with the livestock.
They had come to fetch her to see the church and schools, and on going out, she found that Mr. Ferrars had moved and carried that Gilbert should be taken home at once, and, on the way, be shown to a physician at the county town. From this she gathered that Maurice was compa.s.sionate, and though, of course, he would make no such admission, she had reason afterwards to believe that he had shown Mr. Downton that the pupil"s health ought to have met with a shade more attention.
With Gilbert wrapped up to the tip of his nose, they set off, and found the doctor at home. Nothing could have been more satisfactory to Albinia, for it gave her a triumph over her brother, without too much anxiety for the future. The physician detected the injury to the lungs left by an attack that the boy had suffered from in his first English winter, and had scarcely outgrown when Albinia first knew him. The recent cold had so far renewed the evil, that though no disease actually existed, the cough must be watched, and exposure avoided; in fact, a licence for petting to any extent was bestowed, and therewith every hope of recovery.
Albinia and her son sat in their corners of the carriage in secret satisfaction, while Mr. Kendal related the doctor"s opinion to Mr.
Ferrars, but one of them, at least, was unprepared for the summing-up.
"Under the circ.u.mstances, Gilbert is most fortunate. A few years in his native climate will quite set him up."
"Oh! but he is too old for Haileybury," burst out Albinia, in her consternation.
"Nearly old enough for John Kendal"s bank, eh, Gilbert?"
"Oh!" cried Albinia, "pray don"t let us talk of that while poor Gilbert is so ill."
"Hm!" said Mr. Kendal with interrogative surprise, almost displeasure, and no more was said.
Albinia felt guilty, as she remembered that she had no more intended to betray her dislike to the scheme, than to gratify Gilbert by calling him "so ill." Aristocratic and military, she had no love for the monied interest, and had so sedulously impressed on her friends that Mr. Kendal had been in the Civil Service, and quite unconnected with the bank, that Mr. Ferrars had told her she thought his respectability depended on it, and she was ashamed that her brother should hear her give way again so foolishly to the weakness.
Gilbert became the most talkative as they drew near home, and was the first to spring out and open the hall door, displaying his two sisters harnessed tandem-fashion with packthread, and driven at full speed by little Maurice, armed with the veritable carriage whip! The next moment it was thrown down, with a rapturous shout, and Maurice was lost to everything but his brother!
"Oh! girls, how could you let him serve you so?" began the horrified Albinia. "Sophy will be laid up for a week!"
"Never mind," said Sophy, dropping on a chair. "Poor little fellow, he wished it so much!"
"I tried to stop her, mamma," said Lucy, "but she will do as Maurice pleases."
"See, this is the way they will spoil my boy, the instant my back is turned!" said Albinia. "What"s the use of all I can do with him, if every one else will go and be his bond-slave! I do believe Sophy would let him kill her, if he asked her!"
"It is no real kindness," said Mr. Kendal. "Their good-nature ought not to go beyond reason."