"And do you suppose," said Mr. Kendal, "that Mr. Goldsmith has left your position exactly the same?"
"I"ve no reason to think otherwise. I refused all connexion with the bank if it was to interfere with my name. I don"t think it unlikely that he may have left me a small compliment in the way of shares; but if so, I shall sell them, and make them keep me at Oxford. I"m not too old yet!"
"Then the work of these four years is wasted," said Mr. Kendal, gravely.
"No, indeed," cried Ulick; "not if it takes me where I"ve always longed to be! Or, if not, I flatter myself I"m accountant enough to be an agent in my own country."
"Anything to get away from here," said Albinia, with a shade of asperity, provoked by the spirit of enterprise in his voice.
"After all, it is a bit of a place," said Ulick; "and the office parlour is not just a paradise! Then "tis all on such a narrow scale, too little to absorb one, and too much to let one do anything else; I see how larger transactions might be engrossing, but this is mere cramping and worrying; I know I could do better for my family in the end than by what I can screw out of my salary now; and if it is no longer to give my poor mother a sense of expiation, as she calls it, why, then, the cage-door is open."
His eyes glittered, and Sophy exclaimed, "Yes; and now the training is over, it has made you fitter to fly."
"It has," he said; "and I"m thankful for it. Without being here, I would never have learnt application--nor some better things, I hope."
They scarcely saw him again till after the funeral, when late in the day he came into the drawing-room, and saying that his aunt was pretty well and composed, he knelt down on the floor with the little Awk, and silently built up a tower with her wooden bricks. His hand trembled nervously at first, but gradually steadied as the elevation became critical; and a smile of interest lighted his face as he became absorbed in raising the structure to the last brick, holding back the eager child with one hand lest she should overthrow it. Completion, triumph, a shock, a downfall!
"Well," cried the elder Albinia, unable to submit to the suspense.
"Telle est la vie," answered Ulick, smiling sadly as he pa.s.sed his hand over his brow.
"It"s too bad of him," broke out Mrs. Kendal.
"I thought you were prepared," said Sophy, severely, disappointed to see him so much discomposed.
"How should I be prepared," said he, petulantly, "for the whole concern, house, and bank, and all the rest of it?"
"Left to you?" was the cry.
"Every bit of it, and an annuity apiece charged on it to my mother and aunt for their lives! My aunt told me how it came about. It was all that fellow Andrew"s fault."
"Or misfortune," murmured Albinia.
"My poor uncle had made a will in Andrew"s favour long before my time, and at Bristol he wanted to make some arrangement for my mother and for me; but it seems Mr. Andrew took exception at me--would not promise to continue me on, nor to give me a share in the business, and at last my uncle was so much disgusted, that he sent for a lawyer and cut Andrew out of his will altogether. My aunt says he went on asking for me, and it was Andrew"s fault that they wrote instead of telegraphing. You can"t think what kind messages he sent to me;" and Ulick"s eyes filled with tears. "My poor uncle, away from home, and with that selfish fellow."
"Did he send any message to your mother?"
"Yes! he told my aunt to write to her that he was sorry they had been strangers so long, and that--I"d been like a son to him. I"m sure I wish I had been. I dare say he would have let me if I had not flown out about my O. I could have saved changing it without making such an intolerable row, and then he might have died more at peace with the world."
"At peace with you at least he did."
"I trust so. But if I could only have been by his side, and felt myself a comfort, and thanked him with all my heart. Maybe he would have listened to me, and not have sown ill-will between Andrew and me, by giving neither what we would like."
"Do you expect us to be sorry?"
"Nay, I came to be helped out of my ingrat.i.tude and discontent at finding the cage-door shut, and myself chained to the oar; for as things are left, I could not get it off my hands without giving up my mother"s interests and my aunt"s. Besides, my poor uncle left me an entreaty to keep things up creditably like himself, and do justice by the bank. It is as if, poor man, it was an idol that he had been high priest to, and wanted me to be the same--ay, and sacrifice too."
"Nay, there are two ways of working, two kinds of sacrifice; and besides, you are still working for your mother."
"So I am, but without the hope she had before. To be sure, it would be affluence at home, or would be if she could have it in her own hands.
Little Redmond shall have the best of educations! And we must mind there is something in advance by the time Bryan wants to purchase his company."
Albinia asked how his aunt liked the arrangement. It seemed that Andrew had offended her nearly as much as her brother, and that she was clinging to Ulick as her great comfort and support; he did not like to stay long away from her, but he had rushed down to Willow Lawn to avoid the jealous congratulations of the cousinhood.
"You will hardly keep from glad people," said Albinia. "You must shut yourself up if you cannot be congratulated. How rejoiced Mr. Dusautoy will be!"
"Whatever is, is best," sighed Ulick. "I shall mind less when the first is past! I must go and entertain all these people at dinner!" and he groaned. "Good evening. Heigh ho! I wonder if our Banshee will think me worth keening for?"
"I hope she will have no occasion yet," said Albinia, as he shut the door; "but she will be a very foolish Banshee if she does not, for she will hardly find such another O"More! Well, Sophy, my dear."
"We should have missed him," said Sophy, as grave as a judge.
Albinia"s heart beat high with the hope that Ulick would soon perceive sufficient consolation for remaining at Bayford, but of course he could make no demonstration while Miss Goldsmith continued with him. She made herself very dependent on him, and he devoted his evenings to her solace. He had few leisure moments, for the settlement of his affairs occupied him, and full attention was most important to establish confidence at this critical juncture, when it might be feared that his youth, his nation, and Andrew Goldsmith"s murmurs might tell against him. Mr. Kendal set the example of putting all his summer rents into his hands, and used his influence to inspire trust; and fortunately the world had become so much accustomed to transacting affairs with him, that the country business seemed by no means inclined to fall away.
Still there was much hard work and some perplexity, the Bristol connexion made themselves troublesome, and the ordinary business was the heavier from the clerks being both so young and inexperienced that he was obliged to exercise close supervision. It was guessed, too, that he was not happy about the effect of the influx of wealth at home, and that he feared it would only add to the number of horses and debts.
He soon looked terribly f.a.gged and hara.s.sed, and owned that he envied Mr. Hope, who had just received the promise of a district church, in course of building under Colonel Bury"s auspices, about four miles from Fairmead. To work his way through the University and take Holy Orders had been Ulick"s ambition; he would gladly have endured privation for such an object, and it did seem hard that such aspirations should be so absolutely frustrated, and himself forced into the stream of uncongenial, unintellectual toil, in so obscure and uninviting a sphere.
The resignation of all lingering hope of escape, and the effort to be contented, cost him more than even his original breaking in; and Mr.
Kendal one day found him sitting in his little office parlour unable to think or to speak under a terrible visitation of his autumnal tormentor, brow-ague.
This made Mr. Kendal take to serious expostulation. It was impossible to go on in this way; why did he not send for a brother to help him?
Ulick could not restrain a smile at the fruitlessness of thinking of a.s.sistance of this kind from his elder brothers, and as to little Redmond, the only younger one still to be disposed of, he hoped to do better things for him.
"Then send for a sister."
He hoped he might bring Rose over when his aunt was gone, but he could not shut those two up together at any price.
Then," said Mr. Kendal, rather angrily, "get an experienced, trustworthy clerk, so as to be able to go from home, or give yourself some relaxation."
"Yes, I inquired about such a person, but there"s the salary; and where would be the chance of getting Redmond to school?"
"I think your father might see to that."
Ulick had no answer to make to this. The legacy to Mrs. O"More might nearly as well have been thrown into the sea.
"Well," said Mr. Kendal, walking about the room, "why don"t you keep a horse?"
"As a less costly animal than brother, sister, or clerk?" said Ulick, laughing.
"Your health will prove more costly than all the rest if you do not take care."
"Well, my aunt told me it would be respectable and promote confidence if I lived like a gentleman and kept my horse. I"ll see about it," said Ulick, in a more persuadable tone.
The seeing about it resulted in the arrival of a genuine product of county Galway, a long-legged, raw-boned hunter, with a wild, frightened eye, quivering, suspicious-looking ears, and an ill-omened name compounded of kill and of kick, which Maurice alone endeavoured to p.r.o.nounce; also an outside car, very nearly as good as new. This last exceeded Ulick"s commission, but it had been such a bargain, that Connel had not been able to resist it, indeed it cost more in coming over than the original price; but Ulick nearly danced round it, promising Mrs. and Miss Kendal that when new cushioned and new painted they would find it beat everything.
He was not quite so envious of Mr. Hope when he devoted the early morning hours to Killye-kickye, as the incorrect world called his steed, and, if the truth must be told, he first began to realize the advantages of wealth, when he set his name down among the subscribers to the hounds.
Nor was this the only subscription to which he was glad to set his name; there were others where Mr. Dusautoy wanted funds, and Mr. Kendal"s difficulties were lessened by having another lord of the soil on his side. Some exchanges brought land enough within their power to make drainage feasible, and Ulick started the idea that it would be better to locate the almshouses at the top of the hill, on the site of Madame Belmarche"s old house, than to place them where Tibb"s Alley at present was, close to the river, and far from church.