"No, and I don"t want it to be found out at home. Beatrice always takes in the letters and deals them round. It was by the merest good luck she didn"t get hold of mine on Sat.u.r.day. Netta, do let me use your address! You might do that much for me!"
"Why should I? I"ve done quite enough for you, and too much already.
I"m tired of the whole business. I was silly to be mixed up with it in the beginning."
"But you started it! You took me into Miss Roscoe"s room, and then you suggested going to Parker"s and replacing the china."
"Are you trying to throw the blame on me?" flared Netta.
"Not altogether; but I think you were partly responsible, and that you got off cheaply."
"That"s uncommonly fine," sneered Netta. "No, no, my good Gwen, that little dodge won"t work. This child isn"t going to be burden-bearer for your sins. If you get into sc.r.a.pes you must get out of them yourself. I"ve lost a sovereign over you already."
"And for what?" exploded Gwen angrily. "What about my beautiful essay, that you took and used as your own?"
"Wasn"t worth it! It was a freak of mine just then to win that prize, but I"ve never looked at the book since. I"m sorry I troubled about it. I"d rather have the sov. now."
"And I"m sorry too, because it wasn"t fair and square, and I"ve felt vile about it ever since. I hate all these underhand things."
Netta smiled sarcastically.
"Of course you hate them when they don"t turn out to your advantage.
Pity you didn"t pursue your course of virtue a little earlier! You were ready enough to trade the essay for the sov. at the time, so what are you grumbling about now?"
"Your meanness."
"Look here, Gwen Gascoyne, I"ve had enough of this! I won"t hear another word about your wretched affair. As I told you before, you must get out of your own sc.r.a.pes, and not expect other people to act Providence for you. If you mention the subject again, I simply shan"t listen."
Gwen had scarcely expected either help or consolation from Netta, though she felt indignant that her old chum should show her so little sympathy in the matter. After all, it was only in accordance with Netta"s character. Grapes do not grow on thistles; and a girl so dest.i.tute of all sense of conscience was not likely to prove a stanch and faithful friend. Gwen was learning by slow and painful experience that bright amusing manners may be worthless unless allied to more sterling qualities. She had been wont to admire Netta"s easy style, and even to try to copy it; now it struck her as hollow and vapid. If only she could have started quite afresh, with no guilty memories to disturb her, she felt she had the chance of getting into a better set in her Form. But what would Elspeth Frazer, Hilda Browne, Iris Watson, or any of the nicer girls think of her conduct, both in regard to the broken-china episode or the transferred essay? She knew it would not accord with their code of honour.
"I wish I had the courage to tell Miss Roscoe everything," groaned Gwen. "It would have been the straightest course if I"d gone and confessed at once when I smashed the china. It would have saved a great many complications. Dare I possibly tell now?"
She walked along the pa.s.sage to the study. The door was open, so she peeped cautiously in. Miss Roscoe sat correcting papers, and n.o.body else was in the room. If she wished to make her confession, here was certainly her opportunity. Her heart beat and thumped, and the words seemed to freeze upon her lips. Miss Roscoe looked so stern as she sat at her desk making pencil notes on the margins of the exercises; there was a hard, uncompromising expression on her face which Gwen knew only too well, and which did not tend in the direction of tenderness towards wrongdoers. Gwen was still smarting from the scolding she had received for her conversation with d.i.c.k out of the window. If Miss Roscoe viewed that peccadillo so seriously, what would she say to the tale which her pupil had to unfold?
"I daren"t! I daren"t!" thought Gwen. "No, I really can"t screw up the courage. I loathe myself for a deceitful wretch, and yet--oh, dear!--there"s nothing in this world I dread so much as being found out!"
She ran down the pa.s.sage again with a sense of relief. One voice in her heart a.s.sured her that she had escaped a danger, though another upbraided her for her cowardice.
"If Miss Roscoe hadn"t looked quite so severe I might have ventured,"
she sighed in response to the latter. "I don"t believe I"ll get even so far as the study door again."
So a golden opportunity was lost, and Gwen, who might even thus late have chosen the straighter, harder path, shirked the disagreeable experience, and was left perforce to reap the harvest of her own sowing.
CHAPTER XVIII
Gwen"s Bright Idea
As Gwen went down the corridor she noticed a small crowd collected round the notice board, and, edging her way in among the crush, read an announcement which Bessie Manners, the head girl, had just pinned up.
"There will be a General Meeting of the Seniors at 2 p.m. in the Sixth Form room. Business--to consider what steps can be taken for an adequate celebration of the school anniversary. All are urged to attend."
"h.e.l.lo! Whence this thusness?" exclaimed Gwen. "What have we got to do with the school anniversary? I thought Miss Roscoe engineered the whole of it!"
"So she does, ordinarily," answered Moira Thompson, one of the prefects. "But we want this to be a very special festivity; not just the usual picnic or garden party."
"But why?"
"Haven"t time to explain now. Come to the meeting and we"ll expound our views. I think it"s a ripping notion of Bessie"s myself."
"Do give me a hint!"
But Moira shook her head and pa.s.sed on, leaving Gwen to curb her curiosity until two o"clock, for the prefects had not imparted their plans to anybody as yet, and none of her own Form could enlighten her.
At the hour stated nearly all the Seniors presented themselves in the Sixth Form room. Bessie Manners was voted to the chair, and at once began an explanation of why she had called the meeting.
"Girls," she said, "you all know that we"re accustomed to have some kind of festivity on 1st June, the day of our school anniversary. Now it happens that this particular occasion is one of more than usual interest. Miss Roscoe has been Princ.i.p.al of Rodenhurst for exactly ten years, and it seems only fitting that due recognition should be made of the circ.u.mstance. The question that we have met to discuss is the shape and form in which we can adequately celebrate this event. We feel that the suggestion ought to come from the girls themselves, though we may need aid from the mistresses in carrying it out. I shall be glad if anyone who has a plan to lay before the meeting will propose it."
"I am sure," began Moira Thompson, rising in response to Bessie"s nod, "that everybody would like to show Miss Roscoe how we value her as a headmistress. For my part I think there should be a testimonial, subscribed for in the school, and that we might have a public presentation of it."
"Hear! Hear!"
"What kind of a testimonial?" asked one of the girls.
"That remains to be discussed, and would, of course, depend upon how much was collected."
"A silver tea service, or something of that kind?" enquired Natalie Preston, one of the prefects.
"Probably: we shall have to find out what Miss Roscoe would like best."
"And where would the celebrations come in?" asked Iris Watson.
"That also must be talked over. So far, Miss Roscoe has always arranged a treat for the school on anniversary day, but we think this year it ought to be the other way, and the girls arrange a treat for Miss Roscoe and the mistresses. I"m sure they"d appreciate it."
"Each Form might have a collecting book. We ought to raise quite a handsome sum," said Bessie Manners. "Then there could be a garden fete for the presentation."
"Only for the school? Or would parents and friends be allowed to come?" asked one of the Sixth.
"I don"t see why they shouldn"t. It would make the affair seem of more importance. We could get up an extra fund to provide afternoon tea."
"Or get it catered for, and let people pay for their own."
"Like one does at a bazaar?"
"Exactly."