"Will he understand that, Ursula?"
"Surely, dear; the end is plain enough: you belong to Max now."
"I like to know that," she returned simply. "Oh, the rest of feeling that he will take care of me now! it is too good to talk about. But I hope I am sufficiently thankful." And Gladys"s lovely eyes were full of solemn feeling as she spoke.
I thought she wanted to be quiet,--it was difficult for her to realise her happiness at once,--so I told her that I had some letters to write, and carried my desk into the next room, but she followed me after a time, and we had a long talk about Max.
When Mr. Hamilton came up in the evening he noticed the improvement in Gladys"s appearance.
"You are better to-night, my dear."
"Oh yes, so much better," looking up in his face with a smile. "Giles, do you think it would hurt me to have a drive to-morrow? I am so tired of these two rooms. A drive alone with Ursula would be delicious. We could go down the Redstone lanes towards Pemberley: one always has a whiff of sea-air there over the downs."
Gladys"s request surprised me quite as much as it did Mr. Hamilton. She had proposed it in all innocence; no idea of encountering Max entered her head for a moment; Gladys"s simplicity would be incapable of laying plans of this sort. Her new-born happiness made her anxious to lay aside her invalid habits; she wanted to be strong, to resume daily life, to breathe the fresh outer air.
As for Mr. Hamilton, he did not try to conceal his pleasure.
"I see we shall soon lose our patient, nurse," he said, with one of his old droll looks. "She is anxious to make herself independent of us.--Oh, you shall go, by all means. I will go round to the stable and tell Atkinson myself. It is an excellent idea, Gladys."
"I am so glad you do not object. I am so much stronger this evening, and I have wanted to go out for days; but, Giles,"--touching his arm gently,--"you will make Etta understand that I want to go alone with Ursula."
"Certainly, my dear." He would not cross her whim; she might have her way if she liked; but the slight frown on his face showed that he was not pleased at this allusion to Miss Darrell. He thought Gladys was almost morbidly prejudiced against her cousin; but he prudently refrained from telling her so, and Gladys went to bed happy.
I had taken the precaution of asking Chatty to wake me the next morning.
I had slept little the previous night, and was afraid that I might oversleep myself in consequence. It was rather a trial when her touch roused me out of a delicious dream; but one glance at Gladys"s pale face made me ashamed of my indolence. I dressed myself as quickly as I could, and then looked at my little clock. Chatty had been better than her word: it had not struck five yet.
Max would not be out for another hour, I thought, but all the same I might as well take advantage of the morning freshness: so I summoned Chatty to let me out as noiselessly as possible, and then I stole through the shrubberies, breaking a silver-spangled cobweb or two and feeling the wet beads of dew on my face.
I walked slowly down the road, drinking deep draughts of the pure morning air. I had some thoughts of sitting down in the churchyard until I saw some sign of life in the vicarage; but as I turned the corner I heard a gate swing back on its hinges, and there was Max standing bareheaded in the road, as though he had come out to reconnoitre; but directly he caught sight of me two or three strides seemed to bring him to my side.
"Have you brought it?" he asked breathlessly.
"Yes, Max." And I put the letter in his outstretched hand; and then, without looking at him, I turned quietly and retraced my steps. I would not wait with him while he read it; he should be alone, with only the sunshine round him and the birds singing their joyous melodies in his ear. No doubt he would join his _Te Deum_ with theirs. Happy Max, who had won his Lady of Delight!
But I had not quite crossed the green when I heard his footsteps behind me, and turned to meet him.
"Ursula, you naughty child! why have you run away without waiting to congratulate me? And yet I"ll be bound you knew the contents of this letter."
"Yes, Max, and from my heart I wish you and Gladys every happiness."
"Good little Ursula! Oh yes, we shall be happy." And the satisfaction in Max"s brown eyes was pleasant to see. "She will need all the care and tenderness that I can give her. We must make her forget all these sad years. Do you think that she will be content at the old vicarage, Ursula?" But as he asked the question there was no doubt--no doubt at all--on his face.
"I think she will be content anywhere with you, Max. Gladys loves you dearly."
"Ah," he said humbly, "I know it now, I am sure of it; but I wish I deserved my blessing. All these years I have known her goodness. She used to show me all that was in her heart with the simplicity of a child. Such sweet frankness! such n.o.ble unselfishness! was it a wonder that I loved her? If I were only more worthy to be her husband!"
I liked Max to say this: there was nothing unmanly or strained in this humility. The man who loves can never think himself worthy of the woman he worships: his very affection casts a glamour over her. When I told Max that I thought his wife would be a happy woman, he only smiled and said that he hoped so too. He had not the faintest idea what a hero he was in our eyes; he would not have believed me if I had told him.
Max said very little to me after that: happiness made him reticent. Only, just as he was leaving me, I said carelessly, "Max, do you ever go to Pemberley?"
"Oh yes, sometimes, when the Calverleys are at the Hall," he returned, rather absently.
"Pemberley is a very pretty place," I went on, stopping to pick a little piece of sweet-brier that attracted me by its sweetness: "it is very pleasant to walk there through the Redstone lanes. There is a fine view over the down, and at four o"clock, for example--"
"What about four o"clock?" he demanded: and now there was a little excitement in his manner.
"Well, if you should by chance be in one of the Redstone lanes about then, you might possibly see an open barouche with two ladies in it."
"Ursula, you are a darling!" And Max seized my wrists so vigorously that he hurt me. "Four--did you say four o"clock?"
"It was very wrong of me to say anything about it. Gladys would be shocked at my making an appointment. I believe you are demoralising me, Max; but I do not mean to tell her." And then, after a few more eager questions on Max"s part, he reluctantly let me go.
I had plenty to tell Gladys when she woke that morning, but I prudently kept part of our conversation to myself. She wanted to know how Max looked when he got her letter. Did he seem happy? had he sent her any message? And when I had satisfied her on these points she had a hundred other questions to ask. "I am engaged to him, and yet we cannot speak to each other," she finished, a little mournfully.
I turned her thoughts at last by speaking about the promised drive. We decided she should put on her pretty gray dress and bonnet to do honour to the day. "It is a fete-day, Gladys," I said cheerfully, "and we must be as gay as possible." And she agreed to this.
At the appointed time we heard the horses coming round from the stables, and Mr. Hamilton came upstairs himself to fetch his sister. Chatty had told me privately that Miss Darrell had been very cross all day. She had wanted the carriage for herself that afternoon, and had spoken quite angrily to Mr. Hamilton about it; but he had told her rather coldly that she must give up her wishes for once. Thornton heard master say that he was surprised at her selfishness: he had thought she would be glad that Miss Gladys should have a drive. "Miss Darrell looked as black as possible, Thornton said, ma"am," continued Chatty; "but she did not dare argue with master; he always has the best of it with her."
As we drove off, I saw Miss Darrell watching us from the study window: evidently her bad temper had not evaporated, for she had not taken the trouble to come out in the hall to speak to Gladys, and yet they had not met for a month. Gladys did not see her: she was smiling at her brother, who was waving a good-bye from the open door. My heart smote me a little as I looked at him. Would he think me very deceitful, I wondered, for giving Max that clue? but after a moment I abandoned these thoughts and gave myself up to the afternoon"s enjoyment.
The air was delicious, the summer heat tempered by cool breezes that seemed to come straight from the sea. Gladys lay back luxuriously among the cushions, watching the flicker of green leaves over our heads, or the soft shadows that lurked in the distant meadows, or admiring the picturesque groups of cattle under some wide-spreading tree.
We had nearly reached Pemberley, the white roofs of the cottages were gleaming through a belt of firs, when I at last caught sight of Max. He was half hidden by some blackberry-bushes. I think he was sitting on a stile resting himself; but when he heard the carriage-wheels he came slowly towards us and put up his hand as a sign that Atkinson should pull up.
I shall never forget the sudden illumination that lit up Gladys"s face when she saw him: a lovely colour tinged her cheeks as their eyes met, and she put out her little gray-gloved hand to touch his. I opened the carriage door and slipped down into the road.
"The horses can stand in the shade a little while, Atkinson," I said carelessly: "I want to get some of those poppies, if the stile be not very high." I knew he would be watching me and looking after Whitefoot, who was often a little fidgety, and would take the vicar"s appearance on the Pemberley road as a matter of course.
I was a long time gathering those poppies. Once I peeped through the hedge. I could see two heads very close together. Max"s arms were on the carriage; the little gray-gloved hands were not to be seen; the sunshine was shining on Gladys"s fair hair and Max"s beard. Were they speaking at all? Could Atkinson have heard one of those low tones? And then I went on with my poppies.
It was more than a quarter of an hour when I climbed over the stile again, laden with scarlet poppies and pale-coloured convolvuli. Gladys saw me first. "Here is Ursula," I heard her say; and Max moved away reluctantly.
"I do not see why we should not drive you back to Heathfield, Max," I remarked coolly; and, as neither of them had any objection to raise, we soon made room for Max.
There was very little said by any of us during the drive home; only Gladys pressed my hand in token of grat.i.tude; her eyes were shining with happiness. As Max looked at the pale, sweet face opposite to him his heart must have swelled with pride and joy: nothing could come between those two now; henceforth they would belong to each other for time and eternity.
Max asked us to put him down at the Three Firs; he had to call at "The Gowans," he said. "In two or three days--I cannot wait longer," he said, in a meaning tone, as he bade good-bye to Gladys. She blushed and smiled in answer.
"What does Max mean?" I asked, as we left him behind us in the road.
"It is only that he wishes to speak to Giles," she returned shyly. "I asked him to wait a day or two until I felt better; but he does not wish to delay it; he says Giles has always wanted it so, but that he has long lost hope about it."
"I don"t see why Max need have waited an hour," was my reply; but there was no time for Gladys to answer me, for we were turning in at the gate, and there were Mr. Hamilton and Miss Darrell walking up and down the lawn watching for us.
Mr. Hamilton came towards us at once, and gave his hand to Gladys.
"I need not ask how you have enjoyed your drive," he said, looking at her bright face with evident satisfaction.