Just at sunset the stage from the north put me down in front of St.
Ann"s Academy in the little Osage Mission village on the Neosho.
A tall nun, with commanding figure and dignified bearing, left the church steps across the road and came slowly toward me.
"I am looking for Mother Bridget, the head of this school," I said, lifting my hat.
"I am Mother Bridget." The voice was low and firm. One could not imagine disobedience under her rule.
"I come from Mr. Esmond Clarenden, to act as escort for a little girl, Eloise St. Vrain, who is to leave here on the stage for Kansas City to-morrow," I hesitatingly offered my letter of introduction, which told all that I had tried to say, and more.
The woman"s calm face was gentle, with the protective gentleness of the stone that will not fail you when you lean on it. One felt sure of Mother Bridget, as one feels sure of the solid rock to build upon. She looked at me with keen, half-quizzical eyes. Then she said, quietly:
"You will find the little girl down by Flat Rock Creek. The Indian girl, Po-a-be, is with her. There may be several Indian girls down there, but Po-a-be is alone with little Eloise."
I bowed and turned away, conscious that, with this good nun"s sincerity, she was smiling at me back of her eyes somehow.
As I followed the way leading to the creek I pa.s.sed a group or two of Indian girls--St. Ann"s, under the Loretto Sisterhood, was fundamentally a mission school for these--and a trio of young ladies, pretty and coquettish, with daring, mischievous eyes, whose glances made me flush hot to the back of my neck as I stumbled by them on my way to the stream.
The last sun rays were glistening on the placid waters of the Flat Rock, and all the world was softly green, touched with a golden glamour. I paused by a group of bushes to let the spell of the hour have its way with me. I have always loved the beautiful things of earth; as much now as in my childhood days, when I felt ashamed to let my love be known; as now I dare to tell it only on paper, and not to that dear, great circle of men and women who know me best to-day.
The sound of footsteps and the murmur of soft voices fitted into the sweetness of that evening hour as two girls, one of them an Indian, came slowly down a well-worn path from the fields above the Flat Rock Valley.
They did not see me as they sat down on some broad stones beside the stream.
I started forward to make myself known, but caught myself mid-step, for here was a picture to make any man pause.
The Indian girl facing me was Little Blue Flower, the Kiowas" captive, whom we had rescued at p.a.w.nee Rock. Her heavy black hair was coiled low on her neck, a headband of fine silverwork with pink coral pendants was bound about her forehead and gleaming against her jetty hair. With her well-poised head, her pure Indian features, her l.u.s.trous dark eyes, her smooth brown skin, her cheeks like the heart of those black-red roses that grow only in richest soil--surely there was no finer type of that vanishing race in all the Indian pueblos of the Southwest. But the girl beside her! Was it really so many years ago that I stood by the bushes on the Flat Rock"s edge and saw that which I see so clearly now? Then these years have been gracious indeed to me. The sun"s level beams fell on the ma.s.ses of golden waves that swept in soft little ripples back from the white brow to a coil of gold on the white neck, held, like the Indian girl"s, with a headband of wrought silver, and goldveined turquoise; it fell on the clear, smooth skin, the pink bloom of the cheek, the red lips, the white teeth, the big dark eyes with their fringe of long lashes beneath straight-penciled dark brows; on the curves of the white throat and the round white arms. Only a master"s hand could make you see these two, beautiful in their sharp contrast of deep brown and scarlet against the dainty white and gold.
"Oh, Little Blue Flower, it will not make me change."
I caught the words as I stepped toward the two, and the Indian"s soft, mournful answer:
"But you are Miss St. Vrain now. You go away in the morning--and I love you always."
The heart in me stopped just when all its flood had reached my face.
"Miss St. Vrain," I repeated, aloud.
The two sprang up. That afternoon they had been dressed for a girls"
frolic in some Grecian fashion. I cannot tell a Watteau pleat from window-curtain. I am only a man, and I do not name draperies well. But these two standing before me were gowned exactly alike, and yet I know that one was purely and artistically Greek, and one was purely and gracefully Indian.
"I beg your pardon. I am Mr. Clarenden," I managed to say.
At the name Little Blue Flower"s eyes looked as they did on that hot May night out at p.a.w.nee Rock when she heard Beverly Clarenden"s boyish voice ring out, defiantly:
"Uncle Esmond, let"s take her, and take our chances."
But the great light that had leaped into the girl"s eyes died slowly out as she gazed at me.
"You are not Beverly Clarenden," she said, in a low voice.
"No, I"m Gail, the little one. Bev is up at Fort Leavenworth now," I replied.
She turned away without a word and, gathering her draperies about her, sped up the pathway toward the fields above the creek.
And we two were alone together--the dark-eyed girl of my boyhood vision, deep-shrined in the boy-heart"s holy of holies, and I who had waited for her coming. It was the hour of golden sunset and long twilight afterglow on the glistening Flat Rock waters and the green prairies beyond the Neosho.
A sudden awakening came over me, and in one swift instant I understood my boyhood dreams and hopes and visions.
"You will pardon me for coming so abruptly, Miss St. Vrain," I said.
"Mother Bridget told me I would find you here."
The girl listened to my stumbling words with eyes full of laughter.
"Don"t call me Miss St. Vrain, please. Let me be Eloise, and I can call you Gail. Even with your height and your broad shoulders you haven"t changed much. And in all these years I was always thinking of you growing up just as you are. Let"s sit down and get acquainted again."
She offered me her hand and we sat down together. I could not speak then, for one sentence was ringing in my ears--"I was always thinking of you." In those years when Beverly and I had put away all thoughts of sweethearts--they could not be a part of the plainsman"s life before us--sweethearts such as older boys in school boasted about, "she was always thinking of me." The thought brought a keen hurt as if I had done her some great wrong, and it held me back from words.
She could not interpret my silence, and a look of timidity crept over her young face.
"I didn"t mean to be so--so bold with a stranger," she began.
"You aren"t bold, and we aren"t strangers. I was just too stupid to think anybody else could get out of childhood except old Bev Clarenden and myself," I managed to say at last. "I even forgot Mat Nivers, who is a young lady now, and Aunty Boone, who hasn"t changed a kink of her woolly hair. But we couldn"t be strangers. Not after that trip across the plains and living at old Fort Bent as we did."
I paused, and the memory of that last night at the fort made me steal a glance at Eloise to see if she, too, remembered.
She was fair to see just then, with the pink clouds mirrored on the placid waters reflected in the pink of her cheeks.
"Do you remember what I called you the first time I saw you?" She looked up with shining eyes.
"You called me a big brown bob-cat, and you said I looked like I"d slept in the Hondo "royo all my life. I know I looked it, too. I"ll forgive you if you will excuse my blunder to-day. What became of that boy, Marcos? Have you ever seen him since you left Santa Fe?" I asked.
The fair face clouded, and a look of longing crept into the big, dark eyes lifted pleadingly a moment to mine. I wanted to take her in my arms right then and look about for something to kill for her sake. Yet I would not, for the gold of all the Mexicos, have touched the hem of her Grecian robe.
"Yes, I have seen Marcos many times. His father went to old Mexico after the war, but the Rameros do not stay long anywhere. Marcos made life miserable for me sometimes." She paused suddenly.
"The Rameros. Then he was the son of the man who was my uncle"s enemy.
Maybe you did as much for him, too, sometimes. You had the spirit to do it, anyhow," I said, lightly, to hide my real feeling.
"I was a little cat. I"m a lot better now. Let"s not go too much into that time. Tell me where you have been and where you are going." Eloise changed the subject easily.
"I"ve been in Cincinnati, attending a boys" school for three years. I start for Santa Fe in two weeks. My uncle"s store is doing a big over land business, and he keeps the ox-teams just fanning one another, coming and going across the prairies. I"m crazy to go and see the open plains again. Cincinnati is a city on stilts, and our little Independence-Westport Landing-Kansas City place, as the Cincinnati of the great American desert, is also pretty b.u.mpy, the last place on earth to put a town--only we can see almost to Santa Fe, New Mexico, from the hilltops. Won"t it be great to view that mud-walled town again? Bev is going, too--to kill a few Indians for our winter"s meat, he says, in his wicked, blood-thirsty way." So I ran on, glad to be alive in the delicious beauty of that spring evening as we together went back over the days of our young years.
"Gail, may we take another pa.s.senger to-morrow?" Eloise asked, suddenly.
"Why, as many as the stage will hold! There"s to be a nun and a priest and yourself. I"m chaperon. I could take the priest on my lap if he isn"t too bulky," I answered.
"I want to take Po-a-be. I can"t tell you why now."