The lashes dropped over the brown eyes, and I wondered how she could think that I could refuse her anything.
"Oh, we"ll take her on faith and the stage-coach. She can come right to Castle Clarenden and stay till she gets ready to hurdle off to her own "wickie up". She has grown into a beautiful Indian woman, though I couldn"t call her a squaw."
"She isn"t a squaw. I"m glad to hear you say that. I think it will make her very happy to stay at your home for a while. She will miss me a little when we leave here, maybe," Eloise said, looking at me with a grateful smile that sent a tingle to my fingertips.
"Won"t you stay, too?" I asked, suddenly realizing that this beautiful girl might slip away as easily as she had come into my life here.
Eloise laughed at my earnestness.
"I couldn"t stay long," she said, lightly.
"And why not?" I burst in, eagerly. "What have you in Santa Fe?"
"A little money and a lot of memories," she replied, seriously.
"Oh, I can bring the money up to Kansas for you in an ox-train easily enough, and you could blow up the old mud-box of a town and not hurt a hair on the head of a single memory. You know you can take them anywhere you go. I do mine."
"I"m going to St. Louis, anyhow," Eloise returned, "and you have no sacred memories--boys don"t care for things like girls do."
"They don"t? They don"t? And I have forgotten the little girl who was afraid one moonlit night out in the court at Fort Bent and asked me that I shouldn"t ever let Marcos pull her hair. Yes, boys forget."
I laid my hand on her arm and bent forward to look into her face. For just one flash those big dark eyes looked straight at me, with something in their depths that I shall never forget.
Then she moved lightly from me.
"Oh, all children remember, I suppose. I do, anyhow--a thousand things I"d like to forget. It is lovely by the river. Suppose we go down there for a little while. I must not stay out here too long."
I took her arm and we strolled down the quiet path in the twilight sweetness to where the broad Neosho, brim full from the spring rains, swept on between picturesque banks. The afterglow of sunset was flaming gorgeously above the western prairies, and the mists along the Neosho were lavender and mother-of-pearl. And before all this had deepened to purple darkness the full moon would swing up the sky, swathing the earth with a softened radiance. All the beauty of this warm spring night seemed but a setting for this girl in her graceful Greek draperies, with the waving gold of her hair and her dainty pink-and-white coloring.
A new heaven and a new earth had begun for me, and a delicious longing, clean and sweet, that swept every commoner feeling far away. What matter that the life before me be filled with danger, and all the coa.r.s.e and cruel things of the hard days of the Santa Fe Trail? In that hour I knew the best of life that a young man can know. Its benediction after all these years of change is on me still. Awhile we watched the flashing ripples on the river, and the sky"s darkening afterglow. Then we turned to the moonlit east.
"Do you know what the people of Hopi-land call this month?" Eloise asked.
"I don"t know Hopi words for what is beautiful," I replied.
"They call it "the Moon of the Peach Blossom", and they cherish the time in their calendar."
"Then we will be Hopi people," I declared, "for it was in their Moon of the Peach Blossom that you grew up for me from the little girl who called me a bob-cat down in the doorway of the old San Miguel Church in Santa Fe, and from Aunty Boone"s "Little Lees" at old Fort Bent, to the Eloise of St. Ann"s by the Kansas Neosho."
The sound of a sweet-toned bell told us that we must not stay longer, and together we followed the path from the Flat Rock up to the academy door. And all the way was like the ways of Paradise to me, for I was in the peach-blossom moon of my own life.
X
THE HANDS THAT CLING
The hands that take No weight from your sad cross, oh, lighter far It were but for the burden that they bring!
G.o.d only knows what hind"ring things they are-- The hands that cling.
--ESTHER M. CLARK
The next morning three of us waited in the stage before the door of St.
Ann"s Academy. A thin-faced nun, who was called Sister Anita, sat beside Eloise St. Vrain, her snowy head-dress, with her black veil and somber garments, contrasting sharply with the silver-gray hat and traveling costume of her companion. Hints of pink-satin linings to coat-collar and pocket-flaps, and the pink facing of the broad hat-brim, seemed borrowed from the silver and pink of misty morning skies, with the golden hair catching the glint of all the early sunbeams. There was a tenderness in the bright face, the sadness which parting puts temporarily into young countenances. The girl looked lovingly at the church, and St. Ann"s, and the green fields reaching up to the edge of the mission premises.
As we waited, Mother Bridget and Little Blue Flower came slowly out of the academy door. The good mother"s arm was around the Indian girl, and her eyes filled with tears as she looked down affectionately at the dark face.
Little Blue Flower, true to her heritage, gave no sign of grief save for the burning light in her big, dry eyes. She listened silently to Mother Bridget"s parting words of advice and submitted without response to the embrace and gentle good-by kiss on her brown forehead.
The good woman gazed into my face with penetrating eyes, as if to measure my trustworthiness.
"You will see that no harm comes to my little Po-a-be. The wolves of the forest are not the only danger for the unprotected lambs," she said, earnestly.
"I"ll do my best, Mother Bridget," I responded, feeling a swelling pride in my double charge.
Mother Bridget patted Eloise"s hand and turned away. She loved all of her girls, but her heart went out most to the Indian maidens whom she led toward her civilization and her sacred creed.
As she turned away, the priest who was to go with us came out of the church door to the stage.
Little Blue Flower sat with the other two women, facing us, her dark-green dress with her rich coloring making as strong a contrast as the nun"s black robe against the pink-touched silver-gray gown. And the Indian face, strong, impenetrable, with a faintly feminine softening of the racial features, and the luminous black eyes, gave setting to the pure Saxon type of her companion.
I turned from the three to greet the priest and give him a place beside me. His face seemed familiar, but it was not until I heard his voice, in a courteous good-morning, that I knew him to be the Father Josef who had met us on the way into Santa Fe years before, and who later had shown us the little golden-haired girl asleep on the hard bench in the old mission church of Agua Fria. A page of my boyhood seemed suddenly to have opened there, and I wondered curiously at the meaning of it all.
Life, that for three years had been something of a monotonous round of action for a boy of the frontier, was suddenly filling each day with events worth while. I wondered many things concerning Father Josef"s presence there, but I had the grace to ask no questions as we five journeyed over the rolling green prairies of Kansas in the pleasant time of year which the Hopi calls the Moon of the Peach Blossom.
The priest appeared hardly a day older than when I had first seen him, and he chatted genially as we rode along.
"We are losing two of our stars," he said, with a gallant little bow.
"Miss St. Vrain goes to St. Louis to relatives, I believe, and Little Blue Flower, eventually, to New Mexico. St. Ann"s under Mother Bridget is doing a wonderful work among our people, but it is not often that a girl comes here from such a distance as New Mexico."
I tried to fancy what the Indian girl"s thoughts might be as the priest said this, but her face, as usual, gave no clue to her mind"s activity.
Where the Santa Fe Trail crossed the Wakarusa Father Josef left us to join a wagon-train going west. Sister Anita, who was hurrying back to Kentucky, she said, on some churchly errand, took a steamer at Westport Landing, and the three of us came to the Clarenden home on the crest of the bluff.
We had washed off our travel stains and come out on the veranda when we saw Beverly Clarenden standing in the sunlight, waiting for us. I had never seen him look so handsome as he did that day, dressed in the full regalia of the plains: a fringed and beaded buckskin coat, dark pantaloons held inside of high-topped boots, a flannel shirt, with a broad black silk tie fastened in a big bow at his throat, and his wide-brimmed felt hat set back from his forehead. Clean-shaven, his bright brown hair--a trifle long, after the custom of the frontier--flung back from his brow, his blooming face wearing the happy smile of youth, his tall form easily erect, he seemed the very embodiment of that defiant power that swept the old Santa Fe Trail clean for the feet of its commerce to run swiftly along. I am glad that I never envied him--brother of my heart, who loved me so.
He was not as surprised as I had been to find the grown-up girl instead of the little child. That wasn"t Beverly"s way.
"I"m mighty glad to meet you again," he said, with jaunty air, grasping Eloise by the hand. "You look just as--shall I say promising, as ever."
"I"m glad to see you, Beverly. You and Gail have been my biggest a.s.sets of memory these many years." Eloise was at ease with him in a moment.
Somehow they never misunderstood each other.
"Oh, I"m always an a.s.set, but Gail here gets to be a liability if you let him stay around too long."
"Here is somebody else. Don"t you remember Little Blue Flower?" Eloise interrupted him.