Charley got his drink.
Ned Crosby, the owner of the Atlantic House, came right along with it. When the waitress put the drink in front of Charley, Ned slipped into the chair facing him.
"h.e.l.lo, Charley," said Ned, gently, watchfully.
Charley thanked the waitress for the drink, took his own sweet time in acknowledging Ned. "h.e.l.lo, Ned," he said. "I"m afraid you"re going to have to give up that chair pretty soon. My boy"s going to walk in here any minute."
"The drink for him?" said Ned.
"For me," said Charley. He smiled serenely.
Both men were in their late forties, both were going bald, both were alcoholics. They had been boozing buddies years before. They had sworn off booze at the same time, had gone to their first meeting of Alcoholics Anonymous together.
"Today"s the boy"s twenty-first birthday, Ned," said Charley. "Today he is a man."
"Good for him," said Ned. He pointed to the drink. "That accounts for the celebration."
"That accounts for it," said Charley simply. He made no move to touch the drink. He wasn"t going to drink it until Robert walked in.
Strangers looking at Charley and Ned would have guessed that Ned was broke and Charley was prosperous. They would have guessed exactly wrong. Ned, dumpy and humble, wearing rumpled sports clothes from plain pipe racks, took thirty thousand dollars a year out of the Atlantic House. Charley, tall and elegant, sporting a British mustache, made about a tenth that much selling storm windows and screens. took thirty thousand dollars a year out of the Atlantic House. Charley, tall and elegant, sporting a British mustache, made about a tenth that much selling storm windows and screens.
"That a new suit, Charley?" said Ned.
"It"s one I"ve had a while," said Charley. The suit, dark, expensive, and gentlemanly, was in point of fact sixteen years old, dated back to the days when Charley had really been the rich man he seemed. Charley, like the person whose guardian he was, had inherited a lot of money, too. He had lost it all in one fantastic business enterprise after another. There had been a Venetian blind factory, a chain of frozen custard stands, a distributorship for j.a.panese vacuum cleaners, a ferry operating between Hyannis and Nantucket-even a scheme for harnessing steam that escaped from Italian volcanoes.
"Don"t worry about the drink, Ned," said Charley.
"Did I say I was worried?" said Ned.
"Doesn"t take much imagination to guess what you"re thinking," said Charley. The most obvious trap that an alcoholic could fall into was a celebration, and Charley knew this perfectly well.
"That"s the most flattering thing anybody"s said to me all week," said Ned.
"This is no ordinary celebration," said Charley.
"They never are, Charley," said Ned.
"What I am celebrating today," said Charley, "is the one thing that really turned out well."
"Uh huh," said Ned. His face remained cheerfully quizzical. "Go on and celebrate if you want to, Charley-but not in here."
Charley closed his hand around his gla.s.s. "Yes-" he said, "in here, and pretty darn soon, too." He had been planning the dramatic gesture of the drink too long to be talked out of it now. He was fully aware of the danger the drink represented. He was scared to death of it. It represented as terrifying a test as walking a tightrope across Niagara Falls. the dramatic gesture of the drink too long to be talked out of it now. He was fully aware of the danger the drink represented. He was scared to death of it. It represented as terrifying a test as walking a tightrope across Niagara Falls.
But the danger was the whole point.
"Ned-" said Charley, "that boy is going to watch in horror while I swallow this drink. And would you like to know what is going to happen to me?" Charley leaned forward. "Nothing," he said. He sat back again. "You can watch in horror," he said, "and anybody else who wants to can watch in horror, too. Sell tickets. It ought to be worth a pretty good price of admission, because Charley Brewer is going to take his first drink in eight years-swallow it right down-and that drink isn"t going to touch him!
"Why?" said Charley, and he put the question so loudly that it was heard across the room.
"Why isn"t this stuff poison for me today?" he said, pointing down at his gla.s.s. He answered his own question softly, sibilantly. "Because today I have nothing but a complete success to think about, Ned. This is one day my failures won"t come crowding in on me, gibbering and squawking."
Charley shook his head in incredulous grat.i.tude. "That kid-that lovely kid of mine," he said. "I can take a drink today, Ned, because today I am not a disappointed man."
Robert Ryan, Jr., parked his car in the paved lot behind the Atlantic House. It was the first stop in his married life, and his new bride was keeping track of all firsts.
"This is our very first stop," said Nancy Holmes Ryan. She pretended to memorize the place, to find love poetry in the backs of a dime store, a shoe store, a radio store, and the Atlantic House. "I"ll always remember this place as the very first place we stopped," she said. Atlantic House. "I"ll always remember this place as the very first place we stopped," she said.
Robert got out of the car promptly, went around to Nancy"s side, opened her door.
"Wait," said Nancy. "Now that you"re married, you"ll have to learn how to wait a little." She turned the car mirror in order to see her own reflection in it. "You"ll have to learn-" she said, "a woman can"t just rush into things like a man. She"s got to get ready a little."
"Sorry," said Robert.
"Especially if she"s going to meet a new relative," said Nancy. She frowned at herself in the mirror-and then she tried, in quick succession, a whole series of expressions by which she might be judged. "I-I hardly know anything about him," she said.
"Uncle Charley?" said Robert.
"You haven"t said much," said Nancy. "Tell me-tell me a few little things."
Robert shrugged. "Dreamer," he said.
Nancy tried to make something of this, could make very little. "Dreamer?" she echoed.
"Lost everything he had in different crazy businesses," said Robert.
Nancy nodded. "I see." She still saw very little. "Bob?"
"Hm?" said Robert.
"What does that have to do with dreams?" she said.
"Never sees things the way they really are," said Robert. His voice was just a little edgy.
"The way things really are-" he said, "that"s never good enough for Uncle Charley."
The edginess increased. "Anything he"s mixed up in-he"ll fancy it up in his dreams till it"s the most glorious thing he ever heard of."
"That sounds like a nice way to be." Her own tone, in involuntary response to Robert"s, was mildly argumentative.
"It"s a lousy way to be," said Robert harshly.
"I don"t see why," said Nancy.
"The poor guy bets his life again and again and again on things that are just-" he shook his head wildly, "just nothing at all! Nothing!"
Robert"s bitterness startled Nancy, dismayed her. "Don"t you like him, Robert?" she said.
"Sure I like him!" said Robert loudly.
Robert"s tone was now so harsh, so worldly, so alone and unromantic, so unsuitable for a wedding day, that it was like a slap to Nancy. After an instant of shock, she could not hold back her tears. The tears were few, and unaccompanied by sound-but there they were in plain view, twinkling on the rims of her eyes. She turned away from Robert.
Robert turned red. His hands worked the air c.u.mbersomely. "Sorry," he said.
"You sound so mad," said Nancy.
"I"m not," said Robert.
"You sound that way," said Nancy. "What did I say wrong?"
"Nothing-nothing to do with you," said Robert. He sighed. "You about ready?"
"No," said Nancy, "not now-not after crying."
"Take your time," said Robert.
Ned Crosby, the innkeeper, looked old. He was still at the table for two with Charley in the bar. He had been unable to wheedle his old friend out of taking a drink. With each new line of argument, Charley had become more radiant with the glamour of his plan. wheedle his old friend out of taking a drink. With each new line of argument, Charley had become more radiant with the glamour of his plan.
Ned stood, and Charley looked up at him with amused affection.
"Going?" said Charley.
"Going," said Ned.
"I hope I"ve put your mind at ease," said Charley lightly.
"Sure," said Ned. He managed to smile. "Prosit, skoal, and mud in your eye," he said.
"Join the boy and me in a drink, Ned?" said Charley playfully.
"I"m tempted," said Ned, "but I"m scared to death the world wouldn"t cooperate."
"What could go wrong?" said Charley.
"I don"t know, and neither do you," said Ned. "But it"s an awfully busy world out there, full of fast-moving people with big, fancy ideas of their own. No sooner would we get that first drink down, counting on a perfect day, and somebody would come crashing in here and say or do exactly the wrong thing."
At the end of this speech, Ned intended to take Charley"s drink away from him. But he wasn"t quick enough. Before he could do it, Charley was on his feet, his gla.s.s on high, saluting Robert, who stood in the doorway.
In three brave, highly ceremonious gulps, Charley drank the drink down.
Nancy Holmes Ryan watched Charley do it through the small opening between her husband"s shoulder and the door-jamb. The opening widened now, until Nancy was framed alone in the doorway. Robert had gone to his uncle"s side. The opening widened now, until Nancy was framed alone in the doorway. Robert had gone to his uncle"s side.
There was a third man with them, frowsy, worried. The third man, of course, was the innkeeper, Ned. Of the three men, only Charley looked happy.
"Don"t worry-" Charley said to Robert.
"I-I"m not," said Robert.
"I"m not starting on a binge," said Charley. "I haven"t taken up drinking again since you"ve been gone. This is a special drink." He set the gla.s.s down with melodramatic finality. "One-just one. One drink, and that"s the end." He turned to Ned. "Have I shamed the Atlantic House?" he said.
"No," said Ned quietly.
"Nor am I going to," said Charley. He motioned to the chair facing him. "Sit down, person," he said to Robert.
"Person?" said Robert.
"What I"ve been guarding for twelve solid years," said Charley. "What"ll you have?"
"Uncle Charley-" said Robert, starting to introduce Nancy.
"Sit down, sit down!" said Charley heartily. "Whatever we"ve got to say to each other, let"s say it in comfort."
"Uncle Charley-" said Robert, "I-I"d like you to meet my wife."
"Your what?" said Charley. So far, he hadn"t noticed Nancy at all. Now, when Robert nodded in her direction, Charley remained sitting, looked at her blankly.
"My wife," Robert said again, lamely.
Now Charley stood, his eyes on Nancy. His eyes were strangely empty. "How do you do?" he said.
Nancy bowed slightly. "How do you do?" she said.
"I missed your name," said Charley.
"Nancy," said Nancy.
"Nancy," said Charley.
"We were married this morning," said Robert.
"I see," said Charley. He blinked hard several times, distorting his face, as though trying to make his eyes work better. And then, realizing that the expressions might be mistaken for drunkenness, he explained loudly, "Something in my eye." He turned to Ned. "I"m not drunk, Ned," he said.
"n.o.body said you were, Charley," said Ned.
"I don"t suppose this table will do any longer," said Charley.
WITH HIS HAND ON THE THROTTLE.
Earl Harrison was an empire builder by nature, annoyed at being shorter than most men, ma.s.sively muscled, self-made, insistently the center of any gathering, unable to relax. He had calluses on his palms as tough as the back of a crocodile. He made his living building roads, and, in his middle thirties, was growing rich at it. Legions of trucks, bulldozers, graders, earth movers, rollers, asphalt spreaders, and power shovels carried his name into every corner of the state.
But Earl liked owning the equipment and watching the colossal work it did more than he liked the luxuries it could earn for him. Most of his money went right back into the business, which grew bigger and bigger and bigger, with no end in sight.
Save for good whiskey and cigars and model trains, Earl"s life was Spartan. He worked with his machine operators, and dressed like them most of the time in heavy shoes and faded khaki. His house was small, and his pretty young wife, Ella, had no servants. The hobby of model railroading suited Earl perfectly-the building and controlling of a busy little world complicated with wonderful machinery. And, like his business, the empire on plywood grew as though Napoleon were running it. In his imagination he could make his model railroad as real and important as affairs in the full-scale world.
The brutish black 4-8-2, its big drivers clashing steel on steel, boomed over the quivering trestle and plunged into the tunnel mouth, whipping the chattering, screaming freight cars behind it. In another five seconds the locomotive, known along the pike as Old Spitfire, burst into the open again with the roar of a wounded devil.