The audacity and singularity of this old man disconcerted Mr. Forrester.
He did not afterwards understand why he had not turned him out of his room.
"I think, Sir Harry, you will find my reasons for writing very distinctly stated in my letters, if you are good enough to look into them."
"Ay, so I did; and I don"t understand them, nor you neither."
It was not clear whether he intended that the reasons or the attorney were beyond his comprehension. Mr. Forrester selected the first interpretation, and, I daresay, rightly, as being the least offensive.
"Pardon me, Sir Harry Rokestone," said he, with a little dry dignity; "I have not leisure to throw away upon writing nonsense; I am one of those men who are weak enough to believe that there are rights besides those defined by statute or common law, and duties, consequently, you"ll excuse me for saying, even more obligatory--Christian duties, which, in this particular case, plainly devolve upon you."
"Christian flam! Humbug! and you an attorney!"
"I"m not accustomed, sir, to be talked to in that way," said Mr.
Forrester, who felt that his visitor was becoming insupportable.
"Of course you"re not; living in this town you never hear a word of honest truth," said Sir Harry; "but I"m not so much in the dark; I understand you pretty well, now; and I think you a precious impudent fellow."
Both gentlemen had risen by this time, and Mr. Forrester, with a flush in his cheeks, replied, raising his head as he stooped over his desk while turning the key in the lock:
"And I beg to say, sir, that I, also, have formed my own very distinct opinion of you!"
Mr. Forrester flushed more decidedly, for he felt, a little too late, that he had perhaps made a rather rash speech, considering that his visitor seemed to have so little control over his temper, and also that he was gigantic.
The herculean baronet, however, who could have lifted him up by the collar, and flung him out of the window, only smiled sardonically, and said:
"Then we part, you and I, wiser men than we met. You write me no more letters, and I"ll pay you no more visits."
With another cynical grin, he turned on his heel, and walked slowly down the stairs, leaving Mr. Forrester more ruffled than he had been for many a day.
CHAPTER XLVIII.
THE OLD LOVE.
The hour had now arrived at which our room looked really becoming. It had been a particularly fine autumn; and I have mentioned the effect of a warm sunset streaming through the deep windows upon the oak panelling.
This light had begun to fade, and its melancholy serenity had made us silent. I had heard the sound of wheels near our door, but that was nothing unusual, for carts often pa.s.sed close by, carrying away the rubbish that had acc.u.mulated in the old houses now taken down.
Annie Owen, our Malory maid, peeped in at the door--came in, looking frightened and important, and closed it before she spoke. She was turning something about in her fingers.
"What is it, Anne?" I asked.
"Please, miss, there"s an old gentleman downstairs; and he wants to know, ma"am," she continued, now addressing mamma, "whether you"ll be pleased to see him."
Mamma raised herself, and looked at the girl with anxious, startled eyes.
"What is that you have got in your hand?" I asked.
"Oh! I beg your pardon, ma"am; he told me to give you this, please." And she handed a card to mamma. She looked at it and grew very pale. She stood up with a flurried air.
"Are you sure?" she said.
"Please, ma"am?" inquired the girl in perplexity.
"No matter. Ethel, dear, it is he. Yes, I"ll see him," she said to the girl, in an agitated way; "show him up. Ethel, it"s Harry Rokestone--don"t go; he is so stern--I know how he"ll speak to me--but I ought not to refuse to see him."
I was angry at my mother"s precipitation. If it had rested with me, what an answer the savage old man should have had! I was silent. By this time the girl was again at the hall-door. The first moment of indignation over, I was thunderstruck. I could not believe that anything so portentous was on the eve of happening.
The moments of suspense were not many. My eyes were fixed on the door as if an executioner were about to enter by it. It opened, and I saw--need I tell you?--the very same tall, handsome old man I had seen in the chapel of Cardyllion Castle.
"Oh! Mabel," he said, and stopped. It was the most melancholy, broken voice I had ever heard. "My darling!"
My mother stood with her hand stretched vaguely towards him, trembling.
"Oh! Mabel, it is you, and we"ve met at last!"
He took her hand in one of his, and laid the other suddenly across his eyes and sobbed. There was silence for a good while, and then he spoke again.
"My pretty Mabel! I lost ye; I tried to hate ye, Mabel; but all would not do, for I love ye still. I was mad and broken-hearted--I tried to hate ye, but I couldn"t; I"d a" given my life for you all the time, and you shall have Malory--it"s your own--I"ve bought it--ye"ll not be too proud to take a gift from the old man, my only darling! The spring and summer are over, it"s winter now wi" the old fellow, and he"ll soon lie under the gra.s.s o" the kirk-garth, and what does it all matter then? And you, bonny Mabel, there"s wonderful little change wi" you!"
He was silent again, and tears coursed one another down his rugged cheeks.
"I saw you sometimes a long way off, when you didn"t think I was looking, and the sight o" ye wrung my heart, that I didn"t hold up my head for a week after. A lonely man I"ve been for your sake, Mabel; and down to Gouden Friars, and among the fells, and through the lonnins of old Cl.u.s.ted Forest, and sailin" on the mere, where we two often were, thinkin" I saw ye in the shaddas, and your voice in my ear as far away as the call o" the wind--dreams, dreams--and now I"ve met ye."
He was holding mamma"s hand in his, and she was crying bitterly.
"I knew nothing of all this till to-day--I got all Forrester"s letters together. I was on the Continent--and you"ve been complaining, Mabel; but you"re looking so young and bonny! It was care, care was the matter, care and trouble; but that"s all over, and you shall never know anxiety more--you"ll be well again--you shall live at Malory, if you like it, or Gouden Friars--Mard.y.k.es is to let. I"ve a right to help you, Mabel, and you have none to refuse my help, for I"m the only living kinsman you have. I don"t count that blackguard lord for anything. You shall never know care again. For twenty years and more an angry man and dow I"ve been, caring for no one, love or likin, when I had lost yours. But now it is past and over, and the days are sped."
A few melancholy and broken words more, and he was gone, promising to return next day at twelve, having seen Mr. Forrester in the meantime at his house in Piccadilly, and had a talk with him.
He was gone. He had not spoken a word to me--had not even appeared conscious that I was present. I daresay he was not. It was a little mortifying. To me he appeared a mixture, such as I never saw before, of brutality and tenderness. The scene had moved me.
Mamma was now talking excitedly. It had been an agitating meeting, and, till he had disclosed his real feelings, full of uncertainty. To prevent her from exerting herself too much, I took my turn in the conversation, and, looking from the window, still in the direction in which his cab had disappeared, I descanted with immense delight on the likelihood of his forthwith arranging that Malory should become our residence.
As I spoke, I turned about to listen for the answer I expected from mamma. I was shocked to see her look so very ill. I was by her side in a moment. She said a few words scarcely audible, and ceased speaking before she had ended her sentence. Her lips moved, and she made an eager gesture with her hand; but her voice failed. She made an effort, I thought, to rise, but her strength forsook her, and she fainted.
CHAPTER XLIX.
ALONE IN THE WORLD.
Sir Harry did not find Mr. Forrester at home; the solicitor was at a consultation in the Temple. Thither drove the baronet, who was impetuous in most things, and intolerant of delay where an object lay near his heart. Up to the counsel"s chambers in the Temple mounted Sir Harry Rokestone. He hammered his double knock at the door as peremptorily as he would have done at his own hall door.
Mr. Forrester afforded him just half a minute; and they parted good friends, having made an appointment for the purpose of talking over poor mamma"s affairs, and considering what was best to be done.