Selah started a little--she knew better than Ronald himself did what such first advances really led to. "Oh, Mr. Le Breton," she said quickly, "I really can"t call you Ronald. I can never call any other man by his Christian name as long as I live, after--your brother."
"You mistake me, Selah," Ronald put in hastily, with his quaint gravity. "I mean it merely as a sign of confidence and a mark of Christian friendship. Sisters call their brothers by their Christian names, don"t they? So there can be no harm in that, surely. It seems to me that if you call me Mr. Le Breton, you"re putting me on the footing of a man merely; if you call me Ronald, you"re putting me on the footing of a brother, which is really a much more harmless and unequivocal position for me to stand in. Do, please, Selah, call me Ronald."
"I"m afraid I can"t," Selah answered. "I daren"t. I mustn"t." But she faltered a little for a moment, notwithstanding.
"You must, Selah," Ronald said, with all the force of his enthusiastic nature, fixing his piercing eyes full upon her. "You must, I tell you. Call me Ronald."
"Very well--Ronald," Selah said at last, after a long pause.
"Good-bye, now. I must be going. Good-bye, and thank you. Thank you. Thank you." There was a tear quivering even in Selah Briggs"s eye, as she held his hand lingeringly a moment in hers before releasing it. He was a very good fellow, really, and he had been so very kind, too, in interesting himself about her future.
"What a marvellous thread of sameness," Ronald thought to himself, as he walked back rapidly to his solitary lodgings, "runs through the warp and woof of a single family, after all! What an underlying unity of texture there must be throughout, in all its members, however outwardly dissimilar they may seem to be from one another!
One would say at first sight there was very little, if anything, in common between me and Herbert. And yet this girl interests me wonderfully. Of course I"m not in love with her--the notion of MY falling in love with anybody is clearly too ridiculous. But I"m attracted by her, drawn towards her, fascinated as it were; I feel a sort of curious spell upon me whenever I look into her deep big eyes, flashing out upon one with their strange luminousness. It isn"t merely that the Hand has thrown her in my way: that counts for something, no doubt, but not for everything. Besides, the Hand doesn"t act blindly--nay, rather, acts with supreme wisdom, surpa.s.sing the powers or the comprehension of man. When it threw Selah Briggs in my way, depend upon it, it was because the Infinite saw in me something that was specially adapted to her, and in her something that was specially adapted to me. The instrument is duly shaped by inscrutable Wisdom for its own proper work. Now, whatever interests ME in her, must have also interested Herbert in her equally and for the same reason. We"re drawn towards her, clearly; she exercises over both of us some curious electric power that she doesn"t exercise, presumably, over other people. For Herbert must have been really in love with her--not that I"m in love with her, of course; but still, the phenomena are a.n.a.logous, even if on a slightly different plane--Herbert must have been really in love with her, I"m sure, or such a prudent man as he is would never have let himself get into what he would consider such a dangerous and difficult entanglement. Yes, clearly, there"s something in Selah Briggs that seems to possess a singular polarity, as Ernest would call it, for the Le Breton character and individuality!
"And then, it cuts both ways, too, for Selah was once desperately in love with Herbert: of that I"m certain. She must have been, to judge from the mere strength of the final revulsion. She"s a girl of intensely deep pa.s.sions--I like people to have some depth to their character, even if it"s only in the way of pa.s.sion--and she"d never have loved him at all without loving him fervently and almost wildly: hers is a fervent, wild, indomitable nature. Yes, she was certainly in love with Herbert; and now, though of course I don"t mean to say she"s in love with me (I hope it isn"t wrong to think in this way about an unmarried girl), still I can"t help seeing that I have a certain influence over her in return--that she pays much attention to what I say and think, considers me a person worth considering, which she doesn"t do, I"m sure, with most other people. Ah, well, there"s a vast deal of truth, no doubt, in these new hereditary doctrines of Darwin"s and Galton"s that Herbert and Ernest talk about so much; a family"s a family, that"s certain, not a mere stray collection of casual acquaintances. How the likeness runs through the very inmost structure of our hearts and natures! I see in Selah very much what Herbert saw in Selah: Selah sees in me very much what she saw in Herbert. Extraordinary insight into human nature men like Darwin and Galton have, to be sure? And David, too, what a marvellous thinker he was, really! What unfathomed depths of meaning lie unexpected in that simple sentence of his, "I am fearfully and wonderfully made." Fearfully and wonderfully, indeed, when one remembers that from one father and mother Herbert and I have both been compounded, so unlike in some things that we scarcely seem to be comparable with one another (look at Herbert"s splendid intellect beside mine!), so like in others that Selah Briggs--goodness gracious, what am I thinking of? I was just going to say that Selah Briggs falls in love first with one of us and then with the other. I do hope and trust it isn"t wrong of me to fill my poor distracted head so much with these odd thoughts about that unfortunate girl, Selah!"
CHAPTER x.x.x.
THE ENVIRONMENT FINALLY TRIUMPHS.
Winter had come, and on a bitter cold winter"s night, Ernest Le Breton once more received an unexpected telegram asking him to hurry down without a moment"s delay on important business to the "Morning Intelligence" office. The telegram didn"t state at all what the business was; it merely said it was urgent and immediate without in any way specifying its nature. Ernest sallied forth in some perturbation, for his memories of the last occasion when the "Morning Intelligence" required his aid on important business were far from pleasant ones; but for Edie"s sake he felt he must go, and so he went without a murmur.
"Sit down, Le Breton," Mr. Lancaster said slowly when Ernest entered. "The matter I want to see you about"s a very peculiar one.
I understand from some of my friends that you"re a son of Sir Owen Le Breton, the Indian general."
"Yes, I am," Ernest answered, wondering within himself to what end this curious preamble could possibly be leading up. If there"s any one profession, he thought, which is absolutely free from the slightest genealogical interest in the persons of its professors, surely that particular calling ought to be the profession of journalism.
"Well, so I hear, Le Breton. Now, I believe I"m right in saying, am I not, that it was your father who first subdued and organised a certain refractory hill-tribe on the Tibetan frontier, known as the Bodahls, wasn"t it?"
"Quite right," Ernest replied, with a glimmering idea slowly rising in his mind as to what Mr. Lancaster was now driving at.
"Ah, that"s good, very good indeed, certainly. Well, tell me, Le Breton, do you yourself happen to know anything on earth about these precious insignificant people?"
"I know all about them," Ernest answered quickly. "I"ve read all my father"s papers and despatches, and seen his maps and plans and reports in our house at home from my boyhood upward. I know as much about the Bodahls, in fact, as I know about Bayswater, or Holborn, or Fleet Street."
"Capital, capital," the editor said, fondling his big hands softly; "that"ll exactly suit us. And could you get at these plans and papers now, this very evening, just to refresh the gaps in your memory?"
"I could have them all down here," Ernest answered, "at an hour"s notice."
"Good," the editor said again. "I"ll send a boy for them with a cab. Meanwhile, you"d better be perpending this telegram from our Simla correspondent, just received. It"s going to be the question of the moment, and we should very much like you to give us a leader of a full column about the matter."
Ernest took the telegram and read it over carefully. It ran in the usual very abbreviated newspaper fashion: "Russian agents revolted Bodahls Tibetan frontier. Advices Peshawur state Russian army marching on Merv. Bodahls attacked Commissioner, declared independence British raj."
"Will you write us a leader?" the editor asked, simply.
Ernest drew a long breath. Three guineas! Edie, Dot, an empty exchequer! If he could only have five minutes to make his mind up!
But he couldn"t. After all, what did it matter what he said about these poor unknown Bodahls? If HE didn"t write the leader, somebody else who knew far less about the subject than he did would be sure to do it. He wasn"t responsible for that impalpable ent.i.ty "the policy of the paper." Beside the great social power of the "Morning Intelligence," of the united English people, what was he, Ernest Le Breton, but a miserable solitary misplaced unit? One way or the other, he could do very little indeed, for good or for evil. After half a minute"s internal struggle, he answered back the editor faintly, "Yes, I will." "For Edie," he muttered half audibly to himself; "I must do it for dear Edie."
"And you"ll allow me to make whatever alterations I think necessary in the article to suit the policy of the paper?" the editor asked once more, looking through him with his sleepy keen grey eyes.
"You see, Le Breton, I don"t want to annoy you, and I know your own principles are rather peculiar; but of course all we want you for is just to give us the correct statement of facts about these outlandish people. All that concerns our own att.i.tude towards them as a nation falls naturally under the head of editorial matter.
You must see yourself that it"s quite impossible for us to let any one single contributor dictate from his own standpoint the policy of the paper."
Ernest bent his head slowly. "You"re very kind to argue out the matter with me so, Mr. Lancaster," he said, trembling with excitement.
"Yes, I suppose I must bury my scruples. I"ll write a leader about these Bodahls, and let you deal with it afterwards as you think proper."
They showed him into the bare little back room, and sent a boy up with a hastily written note to Ronald for the maps and papers.
There Ernest sat for an hour or two, writing away for very life, and putting on paper everything that he knew about the poor Bodahls.
By two o"clock, the proofs had all come up to him, and he took his hat in a shamefaced manner to sally out into the cold street, where he hoped to hide his rising remorse and agony under cover of the solitary night. He knew too well what "the policy of the paper"
would be, to venture upon asking any questions about it. As he left the office, a boy brought him down a sealed envelope from Mr.
Lancaster. With his usual kindly thoughtfulness the editor had sent him at once the customary cheque for three guineas. Ernest folded it up with quivering fingers, and felt the blood burn in his cheeks as he put it away in his waistcoat pocket. That accursed money!
For it he had that night sold his dearest principles! And yet, not for it, not for it, not for it--oh, no, not for it, but for Dot and Edie!
The boy had a duplicate proof in his other hand, and Ernest saw at once that it was his own leader, as altered and corrected by Mr.
Lancaster. He asked the boy whether he might see it; and the boy, knowing it was Ernest"s own writing, handed it to him at once without further question. Ernest did not dare to look at it then and there for fear he should break down utterly before the boy; he put it for the moment into his inner pocket, and b.u.t.toned his thin overcoat tightly around him. It was colder still in the frosty air of early morning, and the contrast to the heated atmosphere of the printing house struck him with ominous chill as he issued slowly forth into the silent precincts of unpeopled Fleet Street.
It was a terrible memorable night, that awful Tuesday; the coldest night known for many years in any English winter. Snow lay deep upon the ground, and a few flakes were falling still from the cloudy sky, for it was in the second week of January. The wind was drifting it in gusty eddies down the long streets, and driving the drifts before it like whirling dust in an August storm. Not a cab was to be seen anywhere, not even a stray hansom crawling home from clubs or theatres; and Ernest set out with a rueful countenance to walk as best he might alone through the snow all the way to Holloway.
It is a long and dreary trudge at any time; it seemed very long and dreary indeed to Ernest Le Breton, with his delicate frame and weak chest, battling against the fierce wind on a dark and snowy winter"s night, and with the fever of a great anxiety and a great remorse silently torturing his distracted bosom. At each step he took through the snow, he almost fancied himself a hunted Bodahl.
Would British soldiers drive those poor savage women and children to die so of cold and hunger on their snowy hilltops? Would English fathers and mothers, at home at their ease, applaud the act with careless thoughtlessness as a piece of our famous spirited foreign policy? And would his own article, written with his own poor thin cold fingers in that day"s "Morning Intelligence," help to spur them on upon that wicked and unnecessary war? What right had we to conquer the Bodahls? What right had we to hold them in subjection or to punish them for revolting? And above all, what right had he, Ernest Le Breton, upon whose head the hereditary guilt of the first conquest ought properly to have weighed with such personal heaviness--what right had he, of all men, directly or indirectly, to aid or abet the English people in their immoral and inhuman resolve? Oh, G.o.d, his sin was worse than theirs; for they sinned, thinking they did justly; but as for him, he sinned against the light; he knew the better, and, bribed by gold, he did the worse.
At that moment, the little slip of printed paper in his waistcoat pocket seemed to burn through all the frosts of that awful evening like a chain of molten steel into his very marrow!
Trudging on slowly through the white stainless snow, step by step,--snow that cast a sheet of pure white even over the narrow lanes behind the Farringdon Road,--cold at foot and hot at heart, he reached at last the wide corner by the Angel at Islington. The lights in the windows were all out long ago, of course, but the lamps outside were still flaring brightly, and a solitary policeman was standing under one of them, trying to warm his frozen hands by breathing rapidly on the curved and distorted fingers. Ernest was very tired of his tramp by that time, and emboldened by companionship he stopped awhile to rest himself in the snow and wind under the opposite lamplight. Putting his back against the post, he drew the altered proof of his article slowly out of his inner pocket. It had a strange fascination for him, and yet he dreaded to look at it. With an effort, he unfolded it in his stiff fingers, and held the paper up to the light, regardless of the fact that the policeman was watching his proceedings with the interest naturally due from a man of his profession to a suspicious-looking character who was probably a convicted pickpocket. The first sentence once more told him the worst. There was no doubt at all about it. The three guineas in his pocket were the price of blood!
"The insult to British prestige in the East," ran that terrible opening paragraph, "implied in the brief telegram which we publish this morning from our own Correspondent at Simla, calls for a speedy and a severe retribution. It must be washed out in blood." Blood, blood, blood! The letters swam before his eyes. It was this, then, that he, the disciple of peace-loving Max Schurz, the hater of war and conquest, the foe of unjust British domination over inferior races--it was this that he had helped to make plausible with his special knowledge and his ready pen! Oh, heaven, what reparation could he make for this horrid crime he had knowingly and wilfully committed? What could he do to avoid the guilt of those poor savages" blood upon his devoted head? In one moment he thought out a hundred scenes of ma.s.sacre and pillage--scenes such as he knew only too well always precede and accompany the blessings of British rule in distant dependencies. The temptation had been strong--the money had been sorely wanted--there was very little food in the house; but how could he ever have yielded to such a depth of premeditated wickedness! He folded the piece of paper into his pocket once more, and buried his face in his hands for a whole minute. The policeman now began to suspect that he was not so much a pickpocket as an escaped lunatic.
And so he was, no doubt. Of course we who are practical men of the world know very well that all this foolish feeling on Ernest Le Breton"s part was very womanish and weak and overwrought; that he ought to have done the work that was set before him, asking no questions for conscience" sake; and that he might honestly have pocketed the three guineas, letting his supposed duty to a few naked brown people somewhere up in the Indian hill-country take care of itself, as all the rest of us always do. But some allowance must naturally be made for his peculiar temperament and for his particular state of health. Consumptive people are apt to take a somewhat hectic view of life in every way; they lack the common-sense ballast that makes most of us able to value the lives of a few hundred poor distant savages at their proper infinitesimal figure.
At any rate, Ernest Le Breton, as a matter of fact, rightly or wrongly, did take this curious standpoint about things in general; and did then and there turn back through the deep snow, all his soul burning within him, fired with dire remorse, and filled only with one idea--how to prevent this wicked article to which he had contributed so many facts and opinions from getting printed in to-morrow"s paper. True, it was not he who had put in the usual newspaper plat.i.tudes about the might of England, and the insult to the British flag, and the immediate necessity for a stern retaliation; but all that vapouring wicked talk (as he thought it) would go forth to the world fortified by the value of his special facts and his obviously intimate acquaintance with the whole past history of the Bodahl people. So he turned back and battled once more with the wind and snow as far as Fleet Street; and then he rushed excitedly into the "Morning Intelligence" office, and asked with the wildness of despair to see the editor.
Mr. Lancaster had gone home an hour since, the porter said; but Mr. Wilks, the sub-editor, was still there, superintending the printing of the paper, and if Ernest liked, Mr. Wilks would see him immediately.
Ernest nodded a.s.sent at once, and was forthwith ushered up into Mr.
Wilks"s private sanctum. The sub-editor was a dry, grizzly-bearded man, with a prevailing wolfish greyness of demeanour about his whole person; and he shook Ernest"s proffered hand solemnly, in the dreary fashion that is always begotten of the systematic transposition of night and day.
"For heaven"s sake, Mr. Wilks," Ernest cried imploringly, "I want to know whether you can possibly suppress or at least alter my leader on the Bodahl insurrection!"
Mr. Wilks looked at him curiously, as one might look at a person who had suddenly developed violent symptoms of dangerous insanity.
"Suppress the Bodahl leader," he said slowly like one dreaming.
"Suppress the Bodahl leader! Impossible! Why, it"s the largest type heading in the whole of to-day"s paper, is this Bodahl business.
"Shocking Outrage upon a British Commissioner on the Indian Frontier. Revolt of the Entire Bodahl Tribe. Russian Intrigue in Central Asia. Dangerous Position of the Viceroy at Simla." Oh, dear me, no; not to have a leader upon THAT, my dear sir, would be simply suicidal!"
"But can"t you cut out my part of it, at least," Ernest said anxiously. "Oh, Mr. Wilks, you don"t know what I"ve suffered to-night on account of this dreadful unmerited leader. It"s wicked, it"s unjust, it"s abominable, and I can"t bear to think that I have had anything to do with sending it out into the world to inflame the pa.s.sions of unthinking people! Do please try to let my part of it be left out, and only Mr. Lancaster"s, at least, be printed."
Mr. Wilks looked at him again with the intensest suspicion.
"A sub-editor," he answered evasively, "has nothing at all to do with the politics of a paper. The editor alone manages that department on his own responsibility. But what on earth would you have me do?
I can"t stop the machines for half an hour, can I, just to let you have the chance of doctoring your leader? If you thought it wrong to write it, you ought never to have written it; now it"s written it must certainly stand."
Ernest sank into a chair, and said nothing; but he turned so deadly pale that Mr. Wilks was fain to have recourse to a little brown flask he kept stowed away in a corner of his desk, and to administer a prompt dose of brandy and water.