"Ha, ha! You"re all right, Red. But you"d better hustle up, fellers. I"m putting in ten more machines, so look lively."
"When"s the machines comin", Mr. Cosson?"
"Pretty soon, Red."
The officer pa.s.sing on, "Red" whispers to me:
"Aleck, "pretty soon" is jest the time I"ll quit. d.a.m.n his work and the new machines. I ain"t no gaycat to work. Think I"m a n.i.g.g.e.r, eh? No, sir, the world owes me a living, and I generally manage to get it, you bet you. Only mules and n.i.g.g.e.rs work. I"m a free man; I can live on my wits, see? I don"t never work outside; damme if I"ll work here. I ain"t no office-seeker. What d" I want to work for, eh? Can you tell me _that_?"
"Are you going to refuse work?"
"Refuse? Me? Nixie. That"s a crude word, that. No, sir, I never refuse.
They"ll knock your d.a.m.n block off, if you refuse. I merely avoid, sir, discriminately end with steadfast purpose. Work is a disease, me bye.
One must exercise the utmost care to avoid contagion. It"s a regular pest. _You_ never worked, did you?"
The unexpected turn surprises me into a smile, which I quickly suppress, however, observing the angry frown on "Red"s" face.
"You bloke," he hisses, "shut your face; the screw"ll pipe you. You"ll get us in th" hole for chewin" th" rag. Whatcher hehawin" about?" he demands, repeating the manoeuvre of pretended expectoration. "D"ye mean t" tell me you work?"
"I am a printer, a compositor," I inform him.
"Get off! You"re an Anarchist. I read the papers, sir. You people don"t believe in work. You want to divvy up. Well, it is all right, I"m with you. Rockefeller has no right to the whole world. He ain"t satisfied with that, either; he wants a fence around it."
"The Anarchists don"t want to "divvy up," Red. You got your misinformation--"
"Oh, never min", pard. I don" take stock in reforming the world. It"s good enough for suckers, and as Holy Writ says, sir, "Blessed be they that neither sow nor hog; all things shall be given unto them." Them"s wise words, me bye. Moreover, sir, neither you nor me will live to see a change, so why should I worry me nut about "t? It takes all my wits to dodge work. It"s disgraceful to labor, and it keeps me industriously busy, sir, to retain my honor and self-respect. Why, you know, pard, or perhaps you don"t, greenie, Columbus is a pretty tough dump; but d"ye think I worked the four-spot there? Not me; no, sirree!"
"Didn"t you tell Cosson you were in Sing Sing, not in Columbus?"
""Corse I did. What of it? Think I"d open my guts to my Lord Bighead?
I"ve never been within thirty miles of the York pen. It was Hail Columbia all right, but that"s between you an" I, savvy. Don" want th"
screws to get next."
"Well, Red, how did you manage to keep away from work in Columbus?"
"Manage? That"s right, sir. "Tis a word of profound significance, quite adequately descriptive of my humble endeavors. Just what I did, buddy. I managed, with a capital M. To good purpose, too, me bye. Not a stroke of work in a four-spot. How? I had Billie with me, that"s me kid, you know, an" a fine boy he was, too. I had him put a jigger on me; kept it up for four years. There"s perseverance and industry for you, sir."
"What"s "putting a jigger on"?"
"A jigger? Well, a jigger is--"
The noon whistle interrupts the explanation. With a friendly wink in my direction, the a.s.sistant takes his place in the line. In silence we march to the cell-house, the measured footfall echoing a hollow threat in the walled quadrangle of the prison yard.
II
Conversation with "Boston Red," Young Davis, and occasional other prisoners helps to while away the tedious hours at work. But in the solitude of the cell, through the long winter evenings, my mind dwells in the outside world. Friends, the movement, the growing antagonisms, the bitter controversies between the _Mostianer_ and the defenders of my act, fill my thoughts and dreams. By means of fict.i.tious, but significant, names, Russian and German words written backward, and similar devices, the Girl keeps me informed of the activities in our circles. I think admiringly, yet quite impersonally, of her strenuous militancy in championing my cause against all attacks. It is almost weak on my part, as a terrorist of Russian traditions, to consider her devotion deserving of particular commendation. She is a revolutionist; it is her duty to our common Cause. Courage, whole-souled zeal, is very rare, it is true. The Girl. Fedya, and a few others,--hence the sad lack of general opposition in the movement to Most"s att.i.tude.... But communications from comrades and unknown sympathizers germinate the hope of an approaching reaction against the campaign of denunciation.
With great joy I trace the ascending revolutionary tendency in _Der Arme Teufel_. I have persuaded the Chaplain to procure the admission of the ingenious Robert Reitzel"s publication. All the other periodicals addressed to me are regularly a.s.signed to the waste basket, by orders of the Deputy. The latter refused to make an exception even in regard to the _Knights of Labor Journal_. "It is an incendiary Anarchist sheet,"
he persisted.
The arrival of the _Teufel_ is a great event. What joy to catch sight of the paper snugly reposing between the legs of the cell table! Tenderly I pick it up, fondling the little visitor with quickened pulse. It is an animate, living thing, a ray of warmth in the dreary evenings. What cheering message does Reitzel bring me now? What beauties of his rich mind are hidden to-day in the quaint German type? Reverently I unfold the roll. The uncut sheet opens on the fourth page, and the stirring paean of Hope"s prophecy greets my eye,--
Gruss an Alexander Berkman!
For days the music of the Dawn rings in my ears. Again and again recurs the refrain of faith and proud courage,
Schon rustet sich der freiheit Schaar Zur heiligen Entscheidungschlacht; Es enden "zweiundzwanzig" Jahr"
Vielleicht in e i n e r Sturmesnacht!
But in the evening, when I return to the cell, reality lays its heavy hand upon my heart. The flickering of the candle accentuates the gloom, and I sit brooding over the interminable succession of miserable days and evenings and nights.... The darkness gathers around the candle, as I motionlessly watch its desperate struggle to be. Its dying agony, ineffectual and vain, presages my own doom, approaching, inevitable.
Weaker and fainter grows the light, feebler, feebler--a last spasm, and all is utter blackness.
Three bells. "Lights out!"
Alas, mine did not last its permitted hour....
The sun streaming into the many-windowed shop routs the night, and dispels the haze of the fire-spitting city. Perhaps my little candle with its bold defiance has shortened the reign of darkness,--who knows?
Perhaps the brave, uneven struggle coaxed the sun out of his slumbers, and hastened the coming of Day. The fancy lures me with its warming embrace, when suddenly the a.s.sistant startles me:
"Say, pard, slept bad last night? You look boozy, me lad."
Surprised at my silence, he admonishes me:
"Young man, keep a stiff upper lip. Just look at me! Permit me to introduce to you, sir, a gentleman who has sounded the sharps and flats of life, and faced the most intricate network, sir, of iron bars between York and Frisco. Always acquitted himself with flying colors, sir, merely by being wise and preserving a stiff upper lip; see th" point?"
"What are you driving at, Red?"
"They"se goin" to move me down on your row,[32] now that I"m in this "ere shop. Dunno how long I shall choose to remain, sir, in this magnificent hosiery establishment, but I see there"s a vacant cell next yours, an" I"m goin" to try an" land there. Are you next, me bye? I"m goin" to learn you to be wise, sonny. I shall, so to speak, a.s.sume benevolent guardianship over you; over you and your morals, yes, sir, for you"re my kid now, see?"
[32] Gallery.
"How, your kid?"
"How? My kid, of course. That"s just what I mean. Any objections, sir, as the learned gentlemen of the law say in the honorable courts of the blind G.o.ddess. You betcher life she"s blind, blind as an owl on a sunny midsummer day. Not in your d.a.m.n smoky city, though; sun"s ashamed here.
But "way down in my Kentucky home, down by the Suanee River, Sua-a-nee-ee Riv--"
"Hold on, Red. You are romancing. You started to tell me about being your "kid". Now explain, what do you mean by it?"
"Really, you--" He holds the unturned stocking suspended over the post, gazing at me with half-closed, cynical eyes, in which doubt struggles with wonder. In his astonishment he has forgotten his wonted caution, and I warn him of the officer"s watchful eye.
"Really, Alex; well, now, damme, I"ve seen something of this "ere round globe, some mighty strange sights, too, and there ain"t many things to surprise me, lemme tell you. But _you_ do, Alex; yes, me lad, you do.
Haven"t had such a stunnin" blow since I first met Cigarette Jimmie in Oil City. Innocent? Well, I should snicker. He was, for sure. Never heard a ghost story; was fourteen, too. Well, I got "im all right, ah right. Now he"s doin" a five-bit down in Kansas, poor kiddie. Well, he certainly was a surprise. But many tempestuous billows of life, sir, have since flown into the sh.o.r.eless ocean of time, yes, sir, they have, but I never got such a stunner as you just gave me. Why, man, it"s a body-blow, a reg"lar knockout to my knowledge of the world, sir, to my settled estimate of the world"s supercilious righteousness. Well, damme, if I"d ever believe it. Say, how old are you, Alex?"
"I"m over twenty-two, Red. But what has all this to do with the question I asked you?"